audio-tactile synesthesia is loving the sound of a song but not loving that it makes your whole body freeze up?!?! (to be honest maybe it's not exactly 'tactile' alone - i guess maybe tactile-kinesthetic since it can be like texture, temperature, bodily movement/position… but easier to just say tactile.)
so like i have shutdowns from overload where i can't move, my brain just rejects any attempt until it's cleaned up the neural mess, right? well i found a song that does that to me, just because it can. no overload in sight, only this song.
get this: it's faouzia's puppet. thanks, brain, super on theme here. fuck you.
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