WHY IS NO ONE TALKING ABOUT HOW PAPA ED WAS IN THE ENDING SCENE OF BLACK FRIDAY. AND MR DAVIDSON. AND THE FUCKIGNGN INTERACTION BETWEEN TED AND PAUL WAS SO FUN PAUL LOOKED SO FUCKING CONFUSED
Genre: Song Fic, Mostly fluff, Small amount of angst
Warnings: None as far as I know
Word Count: 885
Synopsis: To him you're more than just something. To him you're everything.
A/N: The music video is linked above if you wanna listen to it. I wrote this in like 45 minutes and felt emo the whole time. Enjoy.
“I don’t know where you came from. You broke foundations while I’m. Falling down the middle. Crawling 'round a little.”
[5:47 pm] For Yeonjun it felt like you came out of nowhere. It was almost as if the universe knew his life was falling apart and sent you to save him. For a while, he felt like he was wandering around lost. Like a baby crawling around trying to grasp an understanding of what’s around them. Before he met you he’d felt like he was lost and on edge, he was afraid of everything around him falling apart. Then you came along and tore apart the negative parts of him, the insecurities that were holding him down. He felt like he’d become a new person.
“We shoot through constellations. Two scorpions racing. While I’m falling down the middle. Crawling 'round a little”
[9:23 pm] When it all got too much. Yeonjun knew he could always count on you to make him feel better. That’s how your tradition of walking through the park and staring at the sky started. The stars were a sight to behold and you never had to worry about saying anything wrong. You took comfort in each other’s presence and enjoyed these moments of silence. But he wouldn’t mind listening to the sound of your voice. One night the snow started to fall and you raced each other back home. The sound of your laugh when you beat him to the door was enough to make him feel warm. He would never admit it, but he let you win just to see you smile.
“Was picking up pieces when you. Gave me a reason to be. Falling down the middle. Crawling 'round a little”
[11:31 pm] Yeonjun always put on a facade around the members afraid to let them see him broken. As the oldest, he felt like it was his job to make sure that he was always “perfect”. He was a broken shell trying to put himself back together. You never judged him and when he was around you he felt like he didn’t need to hide anything. He clung onto you like he was afraid you would disappear. Through his highs and lows, you were there. Through you, he found a new light and a new reason.
“And I see that space in your head. And I want to fill it in. And I see that space in your bed. And I want to be in it. Falling down the middle. Crawling 'round a little”
[3:19 am] You spent almost every moment you could together. Yeonjun never wanted to let you go. Every thought that filled his head was of you, he only hoped it was the same. That every thought in your head was of him. Whether it was a memory or a dream of what could and would be. The long hours of practice always left him drained and exhausted and when he was alone at the dorm he’d be missing you. Feeling sad at the thought of sleeping alone and even more at the thought of you sleeping alone. He missed the feeling of having you in his arms, and always craved your presence.
“I won’t lose my grip don’t let go. No, I won’t lose my grip don’t let go.”
[6:02 am] There was never a dull moment, Yeonjun was unexpected. When you thought you’d already done everything together he manages to surprise you. Even before the sun had fully risen you were surprised to find him knocking on your door. Barely giving you time to get ready before dragging you to the nearest cafe to have breakfast. Then somehow you found yourself running around the city. He held onto your hand and refused to let go, even when you were stuck in a crowd. He would hold on tighter just so he could keep you close.
“I think I found that something. I think I’ll finally breathe right in. I think I feel that love I won’t give up. I think you soaked into my skin."
[10:56 am] Yeonjun soaked up the energy your presence gave him like a sponge. He focused on every detail of you because there was nothing about you he never noticed. The comfort from the feeling of your hand in his. The sound of your voice or your laugh. The bright light in your eyes when you smiled. Your small mannerisms when you would get shy or embarrassed. How small you looked in the clothes you stole from him. The excitement you had over the smallest things. Your ability to find light and sweetness in everything. Every breath he took felt easier with you around.
“So much has come from nothing. I think I found that something. I think I found that something”
[4:00 pm] If anyone were to see you and Yeonjun together they wouldn’t be able to deny what was going on between you. You found Yeonjun during his worst moment and brought the light back into his life. Out of nowhere, you appeared and you became his something. To Yeonjun, you were more than something, you were his everything. Yeonjun needed you in his life to bring him back to himself. Because of that Yeonjun knew that he loved you.
