May 11
I finally made something
messy doodle
better than nothing ig
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I finally made something
messy doodle
better than nothing ig
look at the sky this morning!! it's so beautiful!
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[Personas Myself]
My lovely partner made me a furry sona and I caved/hj
Okay random question! You said you are someone who tries to do so many things at once and fails to complete anything ( correct me if I'm wrong). But then you have already learned so much and you help so many people! You read a lot you watch a lot. You are good at so many stuff. How did you manage to do that? I'm also someone who thinks of so many stuff but then i fail to do even one. And haven't accomplished anything yet soo I'm just asking for .... tips? XD
Well... okay I wrote this like four times. so let me just get it out and hopefully it makes sense lmao.
I guess my biggest tip is to do... what makes you feel enlightened.
I don't really share a lot of what I learn and know. It's not because I feel insecure about it... I just.. don't see... what.. everyone else is seeing lmao.
Like lets use astrology! and the astro blog community as an example.
I can't really tell you how a cancer mars would react in a given situation because I have not ever been a cancer mars. I can google about it, but so can't everyone lmao. I live with a cancer mars, and I still don't really see his perspective.
so I don't post observations. because my observations aren't astrological. they're psychological lmao. they're built over periods of time spent with a person.
that's why I know libras aren't just pacifists. they're some of the rebellious people I know LOL. it's why I know Aries are some of the most gentle, kind hearted people I know who aren't really as impulsive as people seem.
I also, just have no need to share it. and, that's kind of a double edged sword for me because I want to be acknowledged. I want to be known for astrology. and this, that and the other thing.
but I will never be a "master" so to speak, because I always think there's something to be learning. so I don't share something that can be edited and changed later. ya know? and that's also a really dumb thing to think. because I want others opinions, I want their thoughts. I just...
hate most of tumblrs discourse. I hate most of social medias discourse if we're honest LOL. I struggle so much with just finding people I can discuss politics without going into rages or people who are like "nah no thanks" because we have just forgotten what it means to just talk.
and I don't know. I have completely run past your question lmao. But honestly, that's what keeps me going. because I want to share what I know and if you know more to that subject, then we can have a discussion where you tell me everything, and I learn.
and that's why I love to just dig.
and I do fail to complete things. maybe it's my perfectionism lmao. maybe it's just because I went down a subgenre or a rabbit hole that kind of correlates to it. but at some point I always make my way around because at the end of the day it all connects.
ya know?
it will always connect.
Like last night, I finally found my way back to hedge witchcraft lmao. FINALLY after like three years of searching, getting into other types of magic. feeling lost. I made it back. with more useless information LOL. but also just being wiser.
it's dumb because you may not ... see it right away. like, I watch a lot of dumb shit LOL. a lot of anime, podcasts, nutrition stuff, and so on and so forth. but it adds up. My story??? a lot of that is just this weird accumulation of what I found to love. it's not complete. but it's growing. I'm at 10 thousand words. chapter 7 LOL. but I write when I am inspired. so I put on a good song, a movie, etc. and I feel the groove.
because to me, if I'm not passionate about what I'm doing, I have to stop. because the work just won't be good.
so I guess my tips are this
1. do what makes you feel enlightened. what makes you look at the world in brighter eyes. more enlightened eyes.
2. stop when you don't feel the vibe. sounds counter intuitive and discipline will get you far. but if you aren't happy with the work you're doing, there's no point. you can come back to it with fresher eyes later.
3. Make a check list and maybe try not to lose it LOL. biggest reason why I can't remember to do important things is because I can't find my stupid lists lolol.
4. track your progress, or set reminders. if you're really into this piece of art but right now you can't pick up a pen, just set a little note to come back to it later. that's been helping me with my languages. i stopped french for a whole year because I was like but whyyyyy. so I wrote a little note and focused on Japanese and Dutch. and now i'm on day 35 on my streak c=
5. it's okay to give up to something. it's okay to leave something behind and return to it later. my art instructor said that to me the last time we spoke. I felt so guilty that I wasn't doing art or taking lessons and she told me that so long as I have the love of art in my heart haha, I'll always find my way back to it. and create something bigger and better. so it's okay.
6. ALSO let yourself be bad at something lol. my perfectionism has stopped me SO MUCH from doing shit. my anxiety stopped me and I HAD to learn how to start laughing at myself. messing up is okay and it's fun. it makes you friends and people are always going to be happy to share with you their skills.
but yea. just do what excites you. gets you interested. slowly but sure it'll all come together.
You + Time + Dedication (can be substituted for motivation or inspiration if it's there in the moment) + Rest = Results. ;)
Like seriously --- I write everything down. on napkins, on my hands, on scrap paper, stickers, etc. anything that pops into my head that might be cool later down the line, it's all written down and shoved in my "journal" (it's really a scrap book at this point lmao) and when I get some free time I'll look at it, filter some of the shit out and see where I can begin. and ironically, half the time it's things that can connect to other things I'm interested in.
and then I get some of my friends involved and the next thing I know, I got another thing I want to do lmao.
I'll also say to find someone who holds you accountable. there's a website that my friend uses but I forgot the name of it so I haven't tried it LOL. but she says she sits on like this silent call with someone, like a video chat, and they just do their work for an hour. it's guaranteed time that they have to force out of their day and only do that one thing.
Also people may mention "Self Control" and "Self Discipline" and there will be DAYS where you may need to use that stuff. but... like I said, if you're hearts not in it, set it aside. it'll beat having to backtrack later lol.
I'm also very comfortable with the idea of being a jack of all trades. while I'd love to be some... French expert or like... some well known astrology blog. I just have wayyyy too many other interests to only be known as that French lover or astrology blog.
I hate being kept in boxes. idk. I just do. as much as I love the attention it would give me -I don't get recognized a lot for any of the shit I do LOL- I just.. want to be authentic in who I am. and if that means having a horrible southern accent when i speak dutch, and only being able to do astrology posts once a year, then so be it. ya know?
idk. I'm rambling lol. I hope this makes sense. it's really hard for me to give tips on something when I just.. don't really know why i'm doing the things I do LOL.
Like I guess I have some reasons but... it's just.. nothing ever feels enough. so I keep going and going and going. and then it all collapses because I don't stop. and the vicious cycle repeats lmao.
she is so pretty