#the acolyte.

[stends-ghul]

Busy head and a really thump-y heart today. Maybe just happy/ok, but feeling the kinda buzz when small and still so Ghoul too — less like the aura of The Apostle & more The Acolyte [Kindling]!!!

Whenever I’m little or in the head space of being a kit it’s really like.. .feels like temperate kinda summer days and windy but cozy. Like going through the Abbey, stained glass and rolling in the gardens. Maybe I’ll draw stuff of the Pack today. Missing them all but like in a happy memory way

[stends-ghul]

I saw your post saying that you wanted to talk about timeline things. What's your favorite memory?

(~A Dewdrop kin)

First hi & hello,! Neat 2 meet another Ghoul so very swell..& I realize a super kinda nuanced thing to answer. Focusing a lot more on non canon kins w/ this question (all love tho to my Omega & Aether tls) and there’s some patchy holes but also overlaps that aren’t really there I think, and just the product of a full head w/ brain fog. Still wagging very hard all the same !!

In many Kindling/kit timeline a lot of my favorite memories act a lot like vignettes of lil moments. Especially like learning bass with Rain and going through those sorts of milestones when gaining the skill. And obviously too w/ it all being a kids perspective, the Ministry being extra big and grand 2 me..doing communion was always fun to me for some reason too.

As the Apostle though it’s where more of the patches and fog comes in, but I’m having an idea about why this may be. Currently though best memory(ies) are time as a water Ghoul & being deep deep deep down under vast nothing, like that pressure and little spots of light from some bioluminescence..don’t remember when or why I was brought to the Clergy just yet,. Though have found a comfort in some vague thing of time around Copia in some way (my time VASTLY predates him tho..)

[stends-ghul]

Hi hello many months (?) later. It’s been so busy, been away from tumblr, and I’ve never been sure how to talk about Kin/Therian stuff anyways. But we’re trying.

Still been Ghoul shifting but more recently like a handful of months or so, have been having such a big coyote space, too. And so much overlap in imagery & how the phantom experiences go (like tail wagging and ears going flat back, sharp teeth and a distant head.). It feels so good though there’s the ache for missing both forms. And weird eating bc one wants mostly meat things and the other no food @ all really.,

True dog and The apostle bumping foreheads. Wanting to find pack mates for both