SEASONS CHANGE US
Here I am…
Sitting in bed feeling the last few hours of winter… Tomorrow when the sun hits my face, it’ll be spring…
It’s time for change…
It’s time to begin this new chapter. I am saying farewell to the last chapter. The chapter that allowed to me find what I want, realise who belongs, hurt the most excruciating heart break, meet the art of a peaceful mind, find the most unauthentic distractions, but most importantly… I learned to love myself and put myself first again.
The heartbreak came at what seemed like the worst possible time. But in reality, now looking back, it all happened exactly when it needed to.
I have not felt this in control of myself in a long time. I have found reasons to smile everyday from things that I make myself smile about. I have begun to make myself laugh. I’ve even allowed myself to scream at the top of my lungs because of the happiness I feel within my own heart.
Music now runs through my veins, in my blood, and I can feel it in my bones again. Lyrics create nostalgia, hope, excitement, sadness, and speak what I otherwise couldn’t put into words.
The Sun’s beautiful light and heat now let me close my eyes and appreciate that his beauty is shining down on me… That I can feel him… That I can see again because of him.
I am not saying goodbye out of pain, hatred, or anything negative. I am saying goodbye because of all the positivity I know I deserve, and I know that that is right around the corner. I am finally letting myself free, and I cannot wait to radiate this energy further more to those who may need empowerment, courage, and just a helping hand to get through this hectic thing called life.
I am me again, and I cannot wait to see the world, through my eyes, and hope to share this with those I love, have loved, and will love.
The moon will forever light up my night and in my darkest hours she is always there, and she will always be there, but sometimes she disappears not by choice, but because that is the way life goes… But I have faith, that the days will pass, and she will always find her way back to me, in my night sky.
Tonight I farewell the cold and long winter, and welcome the new season with open arms, and warm heart, and a calm mind.