Lately my night routine has become me drawing until 3 am, trying to draw porn or work, not able to do any, I can’t even draw porn because for some fucking reason my brain has turned absolutely Ace and drawing porn has become a hassle’ no good ideas come to mind I need fresh new characters but I have too many I don’t wanna use tbh—
And not to mention there’s like a big 45% of my brain occupied by rp stuff and terunosuke/Lena shenanigans. Feels bad man cause I can’t show the 10k in my main blog lmao (though I am blessed and glad you people like them so much? Heck yeah); it’s also filled with girl/girl stuff and slice of life.
I am having issues, this is the catch 22, I am literally dying because everything is a struggle.
How do I keep everyone happy? When I can’t even do what I like! Because lately I am also sleepy and depressed due to my narcolepsy biting me in the ass.
Hmmmmm, I want Dino Brando to tuck me into bed my guy, I don’t wanna do this anymoreeeeee.
I don’t wanna. I feel burdened unhappy and like shit. I should be resting but I can’t.