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[marchesamedici]

This B got her phD!

[buck-askbox]

Lately my night routine has become me drawing until 3 am, trying to draw porn or work, not able to do any, I can’t even draw porn because for some fucking reason my brain has turned absolutely Ace and drawing porn has become a hassle’ no good ideas come to mind I need fresh new characters but I have too many I don’t wanna use tbh—

And not to mention there’s like a big 45% of my brain occupied by rp stuff and terunosuke/Lena shenanigans. Feels bad man cause I can’t show the 10k in my main blog lmao (though I am blessed and glad you people like them so much? Heck yeah); it’s also filled with girl/girl stuff and slice of life.

I am having issues, this is the catch 22, I am literally dying because everything is a struggle.

How do I keep everyone happy? When I can’t even do what I like! Because lately I am also sleepy and depressed due to my narcolepsy biting me in the ass.

Hmmmmm, I want Dino Brando to tuck me into bed my guy, I don’t wanna do this anymoreeeeee.

I don’t wanna. I feel burdened unhappy and like shit. I should be resting but I can’t.

[veiledyearning]

once i post a fic i never look back or read it again EVER

[liexwrittesfreely]

Dye

(Long post)

Dye my hands

With the blood I got from killing you,

Time and time again.

Dye my hands

With the juice of the berries

I picked barefoot

Back at the backyard.

Where I buried you,

In the back of my brain.

Pain,

Pain.

…

I can’t make you go away,

Stuck to my head

Like the hair I hate,

I can’t get rid of you;

So please,

Just die.

My heart needs violence to survive,

My hands are stained with paint

From my own depictions of harm.

There are thoughts so vicious

I cannot phantom ways to depict

With the level of skill I do not hold.

Oh.

Oh,

Sell me away

To a land of no pain

Where I am treated with neutrality.

Naked.

Naturally.

Hair a mess.

Breast hanging and no signs of scars

That were made by men.

But still,

You can count my scars like stars.

So many;

So few;

Is it natural night of the sun

Or a restless city

That make them fade away?

Kill me,

Make me dissapear.

But do not

Make me sick.

I am scared,

I am fragile,

And I wither with just a couple days

And lack of care.

My hair is bright pink

To cheer me up.

But I keep forgetting,

For months now,

To dye it again.

The color is so faded,

Not a trace of any red,

For months now.

Yellow is all that remains of it.

Blood with no iron

Because you bled too much.

[twilight-systems]

The Crystal Heart - Excerpt #7

The Crystal Heart – Excerpt #7

Explanation + New Explanation and Index

Title: The Crystal Heart

Category & Theme: Fantasy Novel

Genre: Speculative Fiction / Fantasy

Word Count: 473

Language: English

Summary: Chareith looks for answers about her situation and what she should do

A/N: occurs before Excerpt #3

Content Warning: None 

Excerpt #7

Chareith left the banquet room as quickly as she could; Kerne raised no protest. It…

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[italktotheclouds]

did you drink the lucky green leaves

swallowing the indulgence you recieve.

eating the sun in your past time

the satisfaction garnished with a lime.

truth be told you'll never hold

your consequence to the highest threshold.