Summary: You always felt like something was off about you. People would describe you as sweet, fun to be with, loyal, inteligent, cool. But never interesting enough to be mad in love with. Always an angel, never a god, as they say.
She just gets you, tho.
Words count: 2.2k
Warnings: NSFW +18, lesbian sex, top!Vada
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"Gosh, I'm so done" you lie down on Vada's bed launching onto it dramatically. She was typing frantically on her laptop, sending a last minute college essay before vacations start, and she looks at you. "What do you mean?"
"The girl I told you about. We met this afternoon, when you were heading here. She told me we better stay as friends" you huff, covering your face with your hands. "I'm just so sick of it all, Vadaaa" you grunt against your hands, your voice muffled.
"She isn't worth it, come on. Didn't she have some weird comments about some people being 'too gay' these days, or something like thatr?" Along with her husky, soothing voice, you hear the rustling of the covet underneath you as she sets the laptop aside and lies by your side.
"I mean yeah, she was weird" you shrug, uncovering your face, "but..." you sigh, trailing off. When you tilt your head, you find her looking at you.
You've been friends since forever now, but her intense brown stare never fails to take your breath away. Before your silence, she asks softly, "but what?"
You hiss, shrugging again. "I don't know, I just..." You turn your head, looking up at the ceiling. "I was open for a one-night thing as well, you know?" You sigh, "I just haven't... Felt... Wanted, since fucking forever" your voice drifts down as you speak, blush creeping up your cheeks.
"It's just that... I don't know, people always tell me how funny I am, how much they like spending time with me, texting with me, how much they learn from me... But then when it comes to the... Physicality? And to the... Emotion, of it all, to the romanticism... They're just... Not interested."
Silence settles in, but she maneges to make it feel warm. You finally glance at her, "jesus just say something. I'm just being grumpy here" your smile is rueful, but you really don't want her to pity you.
Her smile, however, is sweet. "Sorry. I just think it's stupid."
Your blood freezes in your veins. "What?" you sound out of breath, eyes wide.
Hers widen too as she realizes how she's sound. "Oh. Shit. No! Sorry, I'm so sorry" she puts her hands up in apology and sits up. "I just mean like... She's stupid. Every woman that has rejected you is stupid. I think it's stupid to reject you" she explains as you sit up as well, in front of her.
Your blush comes back, harder this time. "W-why... Why would you say that?" And you hate how hopeful you sound.
Vada looks deep into your eyes, earnest. You hear the front door closing downstairs, meaning her family has finally left for the rest of the evening.
"I think you're fucking incredible, and they all should be lucky to even draw your attention." You must've winced in disagreement, because she frowns. "Do you not agree?"
Once again, you shrug. "I don't know..." You look down at your lap, hands fidgeting. "I... Try to be confident, but... Facts don't help..."
She clicks her tongue and snorts, and you see her hands covering yours. They're warm, contrasting with the metallic cool temperature of her rings.
"Hey", her soft voice urges you to look up. "You're so beautiful. In and out." Her gaze softens even more when your eyes meet, and it drifts briefly to your lips before focusing on eye contact, speaking again.
"It's not your fault, okay?" You're so mesmerized that you don't realize you're supposed to reply. "Okay?" She insists.
You blink several times and shake your head, focusing. "Yeah, yeah. Okay" you murmur back, but it doesn't sound like you believe it.
She makes a face of exasperation, quickly followed by a soft chuckle when you laugh at her expression. "I mean it..." She grunts playfully, squeezing your hands once. "And you're making me sound super corny right now, which I hate" she adds, her voice charged with mirth.
You laugh, relaxed now. She's a natural for this— making you feel good. After sharing a soft giggle and with your stare going down to your hands holding, your smile turns shy. "... It's not my fault" you repeat in a murmur.
"Hm? What? I can't hear a damn thing..." She teases scooting closer, your knees brushing and she bends over, forward. "Again, please?"
You giggle like a teenager. "It's not my fault..." You slur your words in a playfully stubborn tone, just as equally low as before.
You feel her closeness, and when you look up you find her smirking at you, mere inches away. Your breath hitches at that moment, eyebrows scooting up in surprise. Vada is naturally touchy and chummy, but you can't recall a situation in which she had stood this close.
"You're fucking incredible" she repeats again, her voice breathy and intimate this time.
The following events seem to happen in slow motion, and still you can't bring yourself to fully react.
First, you feel her warm hands migrating to your forearms. Then, you feel her steady, confident pull, guiding you to lie down. Then, you see her, and feel her, looming over you. You're not sure if she's almost straddling you or just by your side, because you can't take your eyes off hers.
Her gaze is magnetic. Dark, a loyal shelter you can cling to. Her warm hands glide up your arms until they're on either sides of your neck. She's not holding; she just places them there. Keeps you grounded even if you're feeling dizzy with anticipation.
"You're funny, charming, inteligent... All those things people call you. But you're also..." Her eyes run over your features serenely. "...You're also really fucking sexy. And attractive. And interesting."
She sounds so husky and low that your eyes flutter with every vibration of her voice. "You're fucking amazing, in every possible way. You can't think otherwise." Again, you're speechless, which leads her to insist, "okay?"
This time you nod firmly. "Okay" your voice barely above a whisper.
She nods once, apparently pleased, but more than that, distracted. Her stare is merciless; she seems to be scanning your face for the very first time.
First actual observation, at least. But you've looked at her like this before.
Even if it's always been platonic, you've always had a little bit of a crush on her. Or maybe more than just a little. It was already there when you were teens, but now her features seem more sharp; more mature. It only makes her more irresistible, you realize as your eyes meet again.
Her actions seem slow-motioned still. Gently, she leans in, a lock of hair gracefully falling onto her temple, down to her cheek. Her eyes dart between yours and your lips, and hers part slightly as she finally captures yours in a sweet kiss.
You can't repress a tiny whimper leaving your throat, landing on her mouth. She makes a sort of grunt sound, and she lingers there for some long seconds before leaning back just enough. You must be giving her the most vulnerable gawk ever, because she feels the need to make sure you're alright.
"Do you want this?"
This time, you nod on the spot. "Yeah. I do."
She smiles so beautifully, a little pant of relief leaves her lips. Your body seems to act on its own; because you put your arms around her shoulders and pull her in for another kiss before either of you can be awkward about it.
You love the way she exhales through her nostrils as you kiss again, and you love how she kisses. She's so tender and careful that you're washed with a deep sense of smallness, feeling cherished and taken care of.
You part your lips first, but she's quick and her tongue is gently making space for itself between them in a matter of seconds. Usually you're not this sensitive, but she's ripping a quiet moan out of you the moment her tongue touches yours.
You feel her legs moving to either sides of you, finally getting fully on top of you. And as the slow, smoldering make out session goes on, you feel yourself getting more and more lost.
"Mph, Vada..." You whine quietly as her lips leave yours, only to trail her way down your neck.
Her hands seem to be everywhere now, but that's just only because of her warm; loyal presence. Because really, she's still handling you with slowness and calmness. Yet, you feel her pleasant touch gliding down your arms, squeezing your sides, and going higher.
She leans back to look at you reassuringly as her hands cup your tits over your sweater. And by the loud gasp you realise, she can be sure everything's going more than alright.
You close your eyes, hands caressing her back, and let her do whatever she wants. She's making you feel desired, like no one else has done lately.
Between soft pants and stifled gasps, she makes her way down your body, and you instinctively lift your hips before she has to say anything, giving her full access to pull down your jeans and underwear.
When you feel the cool air hitting your skin and her nice touch immediately after, caressing you, keeping you warm; you open your eyes and look down. Your breath hitches in your throat at the sight of Vada between your legs, so close to your center, looking up at you with her hands around your thighs.
She takes a moment to look deep into your eyes, her gaze as breathtaking as ever. And then, she leans in; her eyes fluttering shut the moment your taste invades her tongue.
You arch your back and hold back a moan as she starts working her way to your pleasure. Turns out it's not a difficult task; you were already soaking before she even touched you.
Her lips are plump, gliding up and down your slit. They can be firm, she presses them against your clit in a promising, lingering kisses. They can be deadly as well; when she licks down until she reaches your entrance, with her tongue tentatively lapping the hole.
Vada is teasing, so teasing. You never actually fantasized about her; you confined yourself to strictly platonic, romantic-orientated yearning. But if you had ever imagined her eating you out, you would never in a million years would've pictured her this teasing.
The cool silver sings around her fingers make you hiss. She never stops touching, caressing your thighs, tracing your every mark. Details you've never really been proud of; she makes them seem wanted; longed for.
She plays with that, purposefully pushing your inner thighs with her thumbs, both adorned with beautiful rings. She uses her nails, scratches your upper thighs nicely and then pets lovingly, leaving you confused and charmed.
Vada tilts her head from time to time, cocking it just enought to grant you a new angle, new sensations. She makes you blush with the wet sounds she makes when she laps, and the squelching noises she's causing you to produce with the friction of her tongue against your entrance, leaking profusely against her deft touch.
Clutching the sheets, you feel the well-known, pleasant feeling gathering in your lower stomach. That knot getting bigger and bigger, stronger and stronger.
She seems to sense it too, in a way, because she renews her efforts; now focusing on swirling her tongue around your clit and sucking it with her dangerous lips.
You whimper and hum, bite your lip and rock your hips, struggling to hold back. She doesn't make it easier either, because she surprises you by rubbing two fingers against your entrance. Not really sliding them in, but touching just the right way while sucking you higher.
The orgasm arrives before you expected, taking you by surprise and denying the possibility of being cool about it. Instead, you arch your back sharply and hold your breath before letting it go in a loud, drawn-out moan that becomes husky and relieved as you empty your lungs.
You feel yourself pulsing rhythmically, your clit twitching under her now gentler lapping; and your walls clenching and unclenching around nothing, eager and satisfied at the same time.
When she gives you one last kiss before climbing her way up, carefully hooking one leg over yours, one arm drapped across your chest, playing with your hair with her other hand; she looks at you so sweetly and pleased with herself that it almost looks like she isn't responsable for the best oral you've received in your life.
You struggle to speak between bated breaths. "That... How did you... Where have you..."
Vada shushes you playfully, a sly smile on her shiny lips. "Don't worry about it. What matters here is that you deserved that" she mutters, shifting to snuggle closer. Your noses brush softly. "And I loved every second of it." She shuts you up before you can complain, kissing you. And again, you can't help to whimper when you feel both her incredible lips, and your own essence on them.
"You deserve everything good. And you can't settle for simple, empty lust. You deserve the best. Because you are, the best."
Her sweet talk and husky murmurs envelop you, wrapping you in a warm emotional blanket that is slowly seeping in. And as you hug her tight and guide her on top of you again, you finally believe her.
A/n - wassup, I am currently working on everyone’s requests and also in the making of my master list soon and if there’s anyone that you would like to add let me know!! I will not just post Jenna!!
Vada was currently in a meltdown right now because you were so focused on talking to her sister and mother downstairs. She’s convinced that you’re torturing her with your stupidity.
However, she couldn’t do anything about it because an hour ago she smoked the last bit of what her dealer gave. and if her mom found out that she was smoking she wouldn’t hear the end of it.
She huffed, rolling around the bed dramatically .
“She’s doing this shit on purpose”, Vada drags her hands down her face in annoyance.
“Fuck this, I’m going down there”
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The three of you were laughing, talking about baby Vada. Her hair was all over her head and her feet were in her mouth while her eyes were full of innocence.
You smiled in awe at your beautiful girlfriend, she was pretty then and now shes even more beautiful. Vada’s sister was cuddled up with you on the couch as your girlfriend came down the stairs.
“She looks crazy” she busted out laughing, looking at the photo. You shushed her and tickled her stomach as a joke.
You looked up, seeing your girlfriend.
“Speak of the devil,” you whispered jokingly seeing Vadas annoyed face.
You had always been very close to Vadas family, they took you in and treated you as if you were apart of the family already.
You buried your face behind your hands trying to hide so Vada wouldn’t get on to you, but instead she just stood above you quietly.
“What’s wrong with you Vada? You look worst then you did before,” Amelia said, laughing and pointing at Vadas red eyes.
You quickly drop your hands and look up at Vada with a worried expression.
Just as you leaped off the couch and held vada’s arms telling her how she should go back to her room, Mrs Cavell walked in.
“ Vada honey, your sister wants to order in, what do you want?” Her mom slowly looked around, at everyone then back at vada in confusion.
As you stood there trying not to look suspicious, you glance over at Vada who has the calmest look ever. How can she be so calm right now? You thought.
The longer you looked at her low red eyes you remembered how incredibly sexy she looked in this state. Her eyes low with her laid back expressions.
“Pizza,” Vada exhaled, completely snapping you out of your crazy thoughts.
You looked back at her mom and saw her slowly stepping closer to you and Vada. She got to close for comfort as she stood right in front of Vada, looking directly into her eyes.
“Vada honey,” her mom said as she took a step away from her.
“You look sleepy, y/n, sweetheart could you please take her upstairs to bed?”
“Yes! Of course Mrs. Cavell!” You expressed, relieved that she hadn’t been caught.
You took Vada by the arm walking to the stairs, upset that she would act out by going downstairs knowing that she could get into trouble.
But she snatched it away clearly upset about you spending your time with her sister rather than her.
“Babe,” you sighed, as the brown haired girl took off up the stairs.
You shake your head while running to catch up with her. By the time you go to her room, your girlfriend was hiding under the covers.
You smiled to yourself as you locked the door behind.
Walking over to vada’s bed pulling back her covers, finding a horny little vada, with her shirt pulled up exposing her breast, her pants no where to be seen and her hand in between her legs playing with her harden clit.
“Baby-“ you said in shock, but she cut you off.
“You know I get horny,” Vada said breathlessly, “Why would you leave me?.”
You smiled looking at the beautiful scene in front of you.
“I’m so sorry baby, do you forgive me?” You said crouching down onto the bed, laying on top of her.
“No, but you can do something that’ll make me forget,” she said taking her fingers out of her wet pussy, placing them into your mouth, expecting you to suck them clean.
You raised your eyebrows slightly, motioning for her to tell you more.
“Eat my pussy,” she said demandingly but her tone pleading for you.
You grinned as she took her fingers out of your mouth and placed them on your head, pushing you down. You slid your body down stopping to kiss both of her hard nipples.
Your face now in front of her glistening pussy, you smile knowing how delicious she was going to taste. There was no time to waste for saying grace before you were shoved into her burning hot pussy not wanting to spare a second.
You started out by teasing and licking her folds, moaning with pleasure while you make circles around her clit.
Vada squirmed around in the bed, panting and groaning at the contact from your tongue.
You started kissing her pretty pussy, all the way up to her clit where you began sucking and dancing your tongue around her hard bud.
With every action you made, vada jumped up a little and made out a soft moan. Her moans were so sexy that it had you completely mesmerized. It gave you more energy to keep going knowing with each movement she would get louder.
The sounds of heavy breathing and smells of sex filled the air.
She moaned louder, now covering her mouth with both hands. You inched your hand up to her breasts, grabbing her tan nipples that were glistened with sweat. You couldn’t help but moan at how messy she looked for you.
Her legs were shaking with bliss, so you gripped them in place.
Pushing your tongue deeper into her cunt, making sure that you licked every spot. You wanted vada to never forget this moment, everytime she touched herself she would feel how good your tongue felt against her needy pussy.
Vada let out a tiny scream that she couldn’t hold back, her weakest spot was her nipples.
“You’re not so tough now, are you baby?”
“Fuck.. fuck no, I’m about to cum,” she said, as her body started shaking reaching her breaking point.
“Please let me cum for you”
As she threw her head back letting out a loud moan, you pushed her legs up where they were now touching her belly, you jabbed your finger deep inside her pussy so you could taste all of her sweet cum.
Thrusting your finger in and out while still licking up the juices that slid out. Not stopping when she pleads out, “Too much”.
“This was what you wanted,” You say sternly, slapping her hands away.
Your tongue swirled inside of her, the taste was sweet but tangy the best mixture. The more you tasted the more attached you got to her. You tangled your arms together with her legs so she couldn’t move or force you to stop.
Her beautiful brown hair was wet and all over her head, she arched her back off the bed as she stared into your eyes, watching you hungrily eat her pussy.
“Go ahead, cum my love”
With that she let out a breathy moans as she came. If felt so good that she sat up as she gripped your shoulders. Trying to push you away from her sore and puffed up cunt.
You licked up all her juices as she was laying on the bed trying to catch her breath. You wiped her cum off of your face with your shirt.
“You liked it?” You smirked, looking up at her.
She laughed and rolled her eyes at your question, “the best I’ve ever had baby” she smiles, cupping your cheeks as she kisses your lips as a thank you.
