The amount of c-ptsd Nacho could reasonably have 😩👌
How often does he think about almost dying or people’s heads exploding on (and into) him? How often are his actions dictated by hypervigilance? He is also extremely built aka fighting demons in the gym to assert control and protection over what little he can (his body) and he still gets horribly wounded and made completely vulnerable to his enemies. I need to study him.
He doesn’t even flinch when an INDUSTRIAL LEATHER sewing needle goes through his hand. That man is not ok or normal. I love him.

















