“Who Am I?”, Les Miserables / “You Are Jeff”, Richard Siken / “Bad Religion”, Frank Ocean / The Goldfinch, Donna Tartt / “The Wreck of the Edmund Fitzgerald”, Gordon Lightfoot / “Fear and Loathing In Mahwah, NJ”, Titus Andronicus / “Javert’s Suicide”, Les Miserables
being in the swept away fandom is hellish like yes his canon name is the mate or mate we have nothing else i promise i'm not putting omegaverse in your posts' tags
[Author Note: I know there are mistakes in this chapter. I will go back and correct them, but I did a quick read through and wanted to post the chapter as soon as possible. I'm so very sorry for the delay. Life has significantly changed over the past couple of years, and it may change even more in the next few weeks. ]
WARNINGS: Do NOT read if you are under 18; SMUT, SEX, BLOOD, BITING, VIOLENCE (Referenced and broken furniture), DEATH, etc.
Bucky
My Luna snuggles closer to me. I pull her into my arms and hold her against my chest. Her warm skin soothes and excites me at the same time. My cock stirs to life as her sweet breath fans against my skin. I want to sink myself deep inside her, but I can't.
Well, I can, but I won't. Steve left earlier and we never talked about how this would work. Sharing her heart and her body. Can I only make love to her with Steve’s permission? As the primary pack Alpha, does Steve have approve of what Luna and I do together?
Damn it. I should have paid more attention to the folklore of our pack. I grew up surrounded by books passed down throughout North Pointe history, yet I never read any of them. My mother is an elder, yet I avoided learning more about my possible role as a second Alpha to the pack. Maybe a part of me, deep down, knew learning about our folklore would mean I was accepting a fate I didn’t have a part in making.
Destiny is a dirty word to me. It means I can’t choose my own future, and I’ve never been a fan of that. I wanted to choose when I gave up playing the field, but this union feel like I thought it would.
Our Luna is beautiful - in an adorable sort of way. She’s got that girl-next-door beauty that forces you to give up your bachelor ways, settle down, and build a family. Until several weeks ago, my family was my pack, but I’m closest to my mother and Steve. Now, that circle includes Luna.
I want to give her everything she wants, needs, and deserves, but I'm holding back when it comes to my heart. A part of me believes I should hold back until I'm certain Steve would approve.
Still, Luna feels so fucking good against me, and I don't think I can wait another second. Her scent fills my nose; more potent now that I've tasted every delicious inch of her. My erection feels like hot steel, waiting to spear her warm, slick center and give us both what we crave.
I slide my hand along her soft skin, grabbing her leg and wrapping it around my waist. It’s instinct now. The wolf inside me is pacing like the hungry animal it is, wanting to connect with my mate.
No matter how close to me she lies, she’s never close enough.
She's warm, wet, and ready for me, but guilt fills me. Should I even be doing this? She's legally married to Steve but spiritually bound to both of us. I didn't think I'd be this confused, yet here I am holding back from making love to my own wife because I'm worried about what her other husband will think when he gets home later.
I’ve never been a romantic man. I like sex and I’ve enjoyed more than my share of women over the years: human, wolf, and most recently a hateful red-headed vampire who I plan on killing the next time I see her.
Peter had taken a day or two to try and think of something, anything that would sound at least semi-normal to thw Hunter who had lost his life, technically. He knew where Chris was staying, but how could he just walk up and say “Hi, I’m Peter and we’ve been together for a while and I love you and would die if you were hurt?”? He had finally just given up planning what he would say,driving over and getting out, moving to knock on the door. He hoped his mate was awake,and up to having some company.
Ok, everyone… I’m working on the next chapter of “The Mate” and “The New Guy.”
I have had some medical issues that have hampered my progress. I have new diagnoses and new medications. I’m so sorry for the delay.
I truly hope both chapters are worth the wait.
I also started a novel called “We Are Not Together.” It’s a friends to lovers romance that takes several twists and turns along the way.
FYI - S@x. There’s going to be a significant amount of spice in these chapters. One chapter starts off with a live scene and one chapter ends with one. I hope you enjoy it.