Apr 8
literally was just thinking about how i have to accept i'm a bad person and i won't change and i dejectedly went on to make my nightly rounds (checking if any favorite tags updated which is clicking through them Quickly jumping through them because either no they didn't or it's some fuckin shit from a butt) ("babe time for your despair-inducing 4am fanfic news" "yes honey") and guess what, my most niche most hopeless (least realistic or supported. to sum it up) & most problematic new-school pairing just got a one-shot, written in the english language seemingly readable and not generated by artificial intelligence. if i'm evil why winning
#so i think this is enough reward to continue living like this.#the rush.. too good#i decided a few weeks ago the next fic will be this other yaoi that's even more made-up#i love that.. as we all know. blank canvas. no one to judge you you're talking to the fucking wall perfectly safe#anyway. i decided. problem is. hard time finishing this one second problem is i legiterally haven't figured out the plot or logistics#just makes no sense. couldn't happen in any shape way or form#compels me though.#compels me#so i shall have it.