Apr 23, 2020
boss has texted me about coming back to work.
hums uncomfortably. hums uncomfortably for a long time.
#'just wanted to check in about your timeline' i don't! make! the timeline!#the virus does!#gav gab#there is NOTHING i want more right now that is under my own personal power than to go back to work#but if i go back to work i stand a DRASTICALLY increased chance of LITERALLY DYING#because my lungs are damaged#i feel SO USELESS just SITTING HERE on my ass while my coworkers who i care for deeply are out there ever#*every day#because people can't seem to live without their freaking caramel lattes#i hate being stuck here i miss my coworkers i miss my job i feel guilty as all hell for not being there with them#and i know she's just asking to check in so she can make the summer staffing plan. she told me that's why she was asking.#but i just#this whole thing feels awful and i hate it#coronavirus for ts#covid 19 for ts#i understand that anybody who gets this virus could die but i specifically#I Specifically Very Very Much Could Die