This afternoon, I will follow a class in an artist's workshop. I'm both a little scared, impressed and excited. Fear to feel strange, uncomfortable, not to know how to do, to find myself overwhelmed, not to dare, afraid of a "discrediting trance" in a nutshell. This is a risk. And yet, I would be disappointed not to go. I decide that I will be proud of myself, I decide that I will be proud to have dared to be there, to be there no matter what happens, no matter if my painting is "successful" or not. To go to this workshop will be my only definition of success. I realize that I am also afraid of being judged, But, as always, fears don't make me grow, they just prevent new interesting things from happening. Maybe I will feel offbeat, uncomfortable. But if this is the worst thing that can happen to me, it's ok! So I will go to the workshop, learn, get a little more comfortable with the uncomfortable, go through this phase, show up, over and over again. This is precisely "Make Art A Practice". And I will be proud : to be in the class, to have dared, to have faced my white canvas, And then I would like to connect with my intuition and to trust it, to let the fear of "doing wrong" and the fear of judgment aside. Take risks. Be brave! This is my intention for my practice today. And later, I'll come back home and it will be time for a glass of rosé wine with the satisfaction of having done the job! 99/100 #the100daysofmakingartapractice #The100DayProject #mireillespainting