#thebittercorvus

[thebittercorvus]

mama you didn't want a daughter you wanted a doll. father you didn't want a second chance you wished i was a son. you both hated me so terribly i still think it might be love. you both wanted from me everything i couldn't give.

you won't get an obedient daughter. you won't get an stoic son. pray to heaven all you want, you want everything; you'll get none.

all you get is me.

all i am won't be enough.

—to you who was born breathless; [?] thebittercorvus

[dont-look-me-in-the-eye]

Dear god,

i don’t know if you’re there.

or if you’re ignoring me.

it’s nice to think you care about me. sometimes.

you do not make mistakes. yet here i am.

am i not the first mistake? am i not the personification of evil?

do you think about me? no, you’re god. holy. you can’t be loving me the way i am. it’s sin.

why is it sin, god? sorry, i meant God. i don’t mean to disrespect. but didn’t you make sin, and not i?

why can’t you change the rules?

i don’t want to hurt. i try to fix things and they get worse. and worse.

there is blood on my hands and you’ve done… nothing.

no, no, there’s the Plan. can’t forget that.

but you made me this way.

i guess you needed a bad guy so you could be the hero.

i hate you.

i miss you.

no, not really. but there’s no words to explain it.

-The Least Beloved (do you see these at all?)

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@thebittercorvus had an idea that the Most Beloved found some letters in the new section of the library 🫠

[thebittercorvus]

You only ever begin to miss your home once you find yourself under a different sunset, and wonder where did the stars go.

Are they home? Aren't they everywhere? Where did they go?

Where did you go?

Where will I find you at the end of the world?

—Early sunrises at the end of the world; [?] thebittercorvus

[ghost-in-a-cup]

greetings. i just wanted to say that due to the continuous Bears in Trees postings, i gave it a listen to Cassiopeia the song. nice song. great taste. i like these Bears in Trees fellows.

helllo omg i am so happy aaaaaaa im glad you liked it!!!!!!! they are really fun i would recommend !!

[thebittercorvus]

i find myself in your eyes. that's the most terrifying experience of all.

you're the biggest disappointment of my life. i wonder if i'm yours as well.

why have you forsaken us all, father.

[santaferia]

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HOLA PRECIOSA 💕💕

1:A song you like with a color in the title

Rosa Pastel de Belanova <3

[thebittercorvus]

behind the mountains, down the river, there's the Newlander Hollow where all angels fall and find new life, reborn at the shore of the Lake East of Eden.

—Reflections from The Lake East of Eden; Thebittercorvus

[thebittercorvus]

and as i sit in the middle of a park that smells too much like debris and cigarettes, mere five minutes away from my workplace and ten days away from home, looking at the dead grass and the stray dogs, i can't help but wonder if the fallen star of the morning one day too, looked around just to realize he never had a home to begin with.

—Reflections from the Lake East of Eden; Thebittercorvus