#thedumplingz

[acidusagi]

Legend of Korra?

I have Korra on my watch list, I heard it's actually good (The sources who I respect), so I am saving it for a rainy day when I run out of good anime to watch and be swarmed with your run up the mill school-lovetriangle-drama-bullshit-moe-harems.

[jacktherbert]

So skiddlezizkewl nominated me for the ALS Ice Bucket Challenge so here. I nominated generalmumble, brainstormalex and thedumplingz.

[jacktherbert]

Oh boy, thedumplingz joins me for a reaction to EQUESTRIA GIRLS: Day Of The Flutter by mrdeloop!

I cannot get over how good the actual video itself is. I can't say anything about it due to spoilers.

[jacktherbert]

I just watched EQUESTRIA GIRLS: Day Of The Flutter by mrdeloop for a reacts with thedumplingz and oh my god it's the best video ever.

Like holy shit, literally the best video ever, I would put it at number one on my favourite videos, there are no words to describe it.

[n1ghtm4r3-p01s0n]

Pipsqueak, you did a brilliant job on this song.

Literally, I've had days when I have felt that I was just a dumb old idiot and no one cared about me, hell, I tried to run away from my home, and I only packed my ponies and a cushion, there's been days where I've taken the thought of either killing myself, or running away during school.

Honestly, this speaks to me on a huge level.

And another thing, I only learned my dad is a BIG FUCKNG LIAR, hurt my mum, and didn't give two shits, almost put our family's life at stake and lied to try and get me to believe him, I HATE YOU FATHER, get that through your fucking skull already.

Not only that, there's times where I feel I have no purpose of being here, I feel that I am fat, ugly, stupid, idiotic, crazy, and the imperfect girl for my family.

I look at me when I was 5, and think I was extremely pretty, and now I just became a chubby ugly fucking girl, I look at myself and want to lock myself away and scream and cry myself to sleep. There's days, where I WANT to fucking die.

I'm actually crying writing this, cause I've had this shit over and over in my life, there's times were I want to ask for help, but I don't even bother, or where I hesitate about doing something, cause all I've built my life on is fucking fear, rage, sadness and depression.

I'm nothing. I accept others, yet I can't accept myself, I've tried to forgive myself and learn to love myself, yet I can't, cause all I see is something that no one gives a shit about.

I am now alone, broken and in a mad maze that is slowly killing my sanity.

This time, I'm asking: can you help me? In any fucking way, please, can anyone out there help me? :'(

[thatmusicbrony]

All this great music came out while I was sleeping :D 

A few more posts incoming.