I think i forget sometimes that there are actually people on here who read the shit i post and get effected by it. People from my college can see this. They can see the things i try to hide at college just because they follow me. But i also forget that my friends really do care. Ive convinced my self that im alone and that im fine with that, but when a single text from a friend makes me really want to see her. Thats when i realize im not fine with being alone and im not fine with thinking i have no-one to talk to. So many people over the past few days have been coming up to me and asking if im okay or saying theyre here for me. It hasnt effect me at all. Ive been cool with that and nodded and weve parted ways.
But fucking Rachel. You arse. Making me cry. I love you bby gurl. <3 Thanks Raerae, youve made me feel better : )
