#thegirlwithproblems

[thegirlwithprobmels]

Any Candidates?

So, i’ve been single for 4 years now... yes i had a boyfriend at 13 leave me alone, i was stupid... And I’m no interlay sure if I’m the only one that feels this way but like I want a boyfriend. I probably sound hella desperate, but it’s true I am! Like all the cute boys always seem to be miles away from me, younger/older than me or famous. 

My future consists of a 40 year old me living in an apartment of some sort with either 15 cats or 2 dogs... my mum’s gonna have little fur balls as grandchildren

But hey, if you know anyone who’s 17 or older and lives in Australia... help a girl out will ya? 

[thegirlwithprobmels]

Well then...

so yesterday at school i finally got the balls to ask my crush’s friend my crushes name... (god that sounds confusing). I had to describe the way my crush looks to him and he ended up giving me the name Niall... my friend that was sitting next to me was like ‘omg, i can’t believe you did that.. now what’s his name?’ i told her and she was like ‘uhhh no that not his name because i know what Niall looks like’... Well shit, i would up the courage, got a but hot and flustered just to get a name that i didn’t even need... WHY!

[thegirlwithprobmels]

No Hope For Me

Yesterday I was out at the shops and I walked passed a store where you can get piercings and in that store was a very, very cute white boy with brown hair, flannel shirt and chino pants (my kinda guy;))... Anyway I was walking with my aunt and she was like “oh look there’s a cute guy for you” and I was like (in my head) ‘gurrllll I know’ but what I actually did was laugh. Not just any laugh, I fucking snorted. Yep. The stupid part is, is that this guy actually noticed me... He looked me up and down and smiled and made heaps of eye contact, but because he noticed me he heard me snort. He just looked at me blackly and smiled. 

If you guys are actually interested in what happened... Well nothing actually happened. My hopless self just walked off with the rest of my pride and dignity, which no longer exists... I mean family. I walked off with the rest of my family 

[thegirlwithprobmels]

Should I call 911?

so today while walking home from school... i was thinking (oh no here we go again!). Finding Chris on insta was like the highlight of my weekend, but the thing is he hasn’t accepted my request and it’s been 3 days now. Anyway i was thinking that maybe i’m just not meant to know him or anything about him... like i couldn’t find his name and when i thought i did it turned out to not be him and now he won’t accept my follow request. i mean like his friend did and his friend even followed me back... so why can’t Chris do the same or just accept... in conclusion of my thoughts; (ohh shit she used a semi colon how fancy) i think he and i are just not meant to be... all that eye contact gone out the window.

what do i do next. I don’t just want to throw it away... someone help?

[thegirlwithprobmels]

WTF do I write??

I have no idea how to do this. I'm sure there would be so many people, girls, who would be on here trying to start a blog... well I guess I'm one of those girls now. yay!

My username is a bit depressing, yeah and I have to admit that I don't really have any major problems, but hey high school is a major no no and i’m sure many agree. My adventure of high school wasn’t too crazy but after year 10 I ended up moving to another state (my choice). I guess that’s story for another time. I’m basically your average 17 year old girl... others would say that they’re different and I’m sure they are in their own way, but I’m just like you or the girl next you. We all have our issues; whether that be self-image issues or something else. I just want to find people that I can relate to or maybe even help you find a person that’s going through the same or similar things to you... we all deserve to find that person even if it’s online