your responses to tmithc are amazing. everything you are voicing is essentially the clear, cohesive version of the crap that's been jumbling around in my brain. im so proud of you and think youre a friggin champ.
Let me start by saying thank you. Also it is cohesive? Oh that is a relief. Sometimes I notice till it is too late like typo and spelling mistake.
There are times were I start writing something out and then delete and start over because while I am in place of anger when I write the first version is me just cursing them out which while feels amazing doesn’t really help me in the long run.
Also that version is literally nothing, but incoherent cursing so yeah going with second version a much better idea.
The sad thing is I know that whatever I say is not going to change their minds especially when you have some of them who come with their token Jew and is like they are fine with this and token Jew is like I’m fine with this.
For me it about so at the end of the day I can tell myself ‘Listen you stood up because it was had to be done. You are standing up for those that can’t and yes you are talking to a brick wall, but it is not about the wall it is about who those bricks are falling on’
It is not easy and there are times were I just don’t have the spoons to respond and I just block, but I try.
I mean I’m not doing it for the praise, but I am glad to know that I am helping and people have got my back and saying like ‘go get em’ yeah’ if that makes any sense.
I have to say I have been blocking lots and lots of people.
I’m just happy that what is jumbling in my brain is cohesive and not like crap on a page so that is a relief.
On the bright side I am giving myself breaks to work on stuff for Perseverance Week which is nice and Channukah is almost here which is also very exciting.
It is favorite holiday then again I say that about every Jewish Holiday, but still.
