Jun 19
into the void coming on as i leave my last shift at walmart to go take public transport home. this would be a really funny time to get hit by a train OH and then my mother called. this would be a really funny time to get hit by a train
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into the void coming on as i leave my last shift at walmart to go take public transport home. this would be a really funny time to get hit by a train OH and then my mother called. this would be a really funny time to get hit by a train
slept for two more hours than i wanted just to continue a dream where somebody i mostly just view as a really really cool older sibling was holding me while i cried about the future and also opening up to me about their stuff and I was straddling them and their hands were in my hair and massaging my scalp which felt so nice and. we were also kind of dry humping but. not in like a horny way. idk how else to put that it was more just desperation to be closer and to give each other something and god i feel so guilty but it was so nice and i'm so sad and i need to repent and i don't want to go into my 12 hour shifts for the next five days and im not gonna have any time to cook for myself and there's just gonna be so much interaction and i don't want it and college is scary and i wish i could ever be sure of anything in life being the right choice
think i might feel better with three grilled cheese? or four
if i had a pussy and a 2025 honda civic id ride the fuck out of that gearshift like there's no tomorrow. goodnight everyone
nothing as effective an encouragement for sobriety as cleaning up vomit stains is to be honest
pleaspleapslepleaseplease ppleas ekill me this night lplease you sweet precious chemical i can't fucking stand it anymore i can't stand the loneliness i can't stadnr it please enter me and corrupt my essence and kill me fro mthe inside
oh fuck they were not lying about gin and lemonade. this shit goes down so easy it's dangerous, holy fuuuuuck
every night i scream for the mercy of it being carved out of me and it never comes