ultraviolently ill

she/her. | mid 20s.

[the-lecherous-light]

WARNING: this is an 18+ blog, i made it to post and reblog nsfw content, do not interact if you are a minor.

about me

hi :3 some of you may know who i am, but i will go by aurora here for the comforting pretense of safety. this may change in the future. i'm a bisexual transfemme in my early 20s, switchy but tend towards being a submissive service top. i only go by she/her and i loathe being guy'd or dude'd or bro'd or anything adjacent.

pfp? name?

my pfp is an unpublished sketch i made of an oc of mine who will remain unnamed. the username is also what i would consider to be her 'title'. her name is not aurora. this is not an rp account, though some things i have written here happen to be things she might say.

what is this for?

being mentally ill and horny and beating the feelings into a somewhat poetic shape. generally just more risque/raw stuff than i'd want on my main. i get the urge to write smut and/or horror themed things when a sentence or concept pops into my head and i may as well send it into this abyss than let it decay in my mind or get deleted from my notes app when i switch phones in four years.

when another person seems to be the subject in a post, some of it is about my partner, some of it is about my characters, some of it is about the nebulous concept of femininity and being sapphic as a whole, some of it is a mix, and i won't necessarily elaborate on which is the case.

i may also post art here in the future, but idk. here are the tags i'll make the most use of:

#myangel - things with my partner explicitly in mind.

#thelightrambles - some bullshit

#thelightspeaks - original writing.

#thelightreveals - original art.

what do you love?

i like getting asks and comments, i am an incredibly social creature despite how much of an aloof bitch i may come across in this post 💜 also if something i wrote or drew made you feel some kinda way that's some good dopamine, so let me know if you wanna.

i want my writing taken seriously for the most part. there is no greater turn off than being made fun of for the one thing i let my barriers down during the creation of. i can't and won't really police that, just know my feelings will be hurt ig :(

what do you hate?

i do not want any unsolicited critique on my creations, trust me when i say i am always trying to improve and am my own worst critic and hearing other people say negative things only makes me want to ⋆✴︎˚｡⋆! if i want advice i will ask for it.

to reiterate, i am taken, do not hit on me, do not ask me for or send me pictures.

what are you into?

some of my fav kinks are: body worship, oral fixation, overstim, petplay (especially bunnies), dom/sub dynamic, consensual non consent, collars, masks/helmets, somno, intox, free use, shibari, breeding without pregnancy, pain, biting, scratching, light knifeplay, gunplay, sick play

i am on the fence about: exhibitionism, humiliation, predator/prey, dacryphilia, gore and snuff under specific conditions, multiple partners under specific conditions

things i absolutely do not want to see are: cheating/infidelity, detrans, homophobia/transphobia, misogyny, scat, bestiality, raceplay, age stuff, dykebreaking

૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა ‪‪❤︎‬ yay! goodbye.

[the-lecherous-light]

if i had a pussy and a 2025 honda civic id ride the fuck out of that gearshift like there's no tomorrow. goodnight everyone

[bluwubewwy]

The reliable mutual has liked your post

The mysterious pervert has reblogged your post

[firefox-official]

Be honest, are you a bad person in any kind of way? I've been finding out about gross stuff that a bunch of blogs I really liked did and I feel icky :(

yeah in most ways. Good luck out there

[coffinvows]

she’s always going through some tribulations

[coffinvows]

vtm yuri for my enjoyment

[mommyisssuess]

cnc in an abandoned asylum

[mommyisssuess]

Be feral for me. Intense, consuming and obsessive. Tell me you wanna devour my soul. Tell me I haunt your thoughts. Tell me that you ache to crawl into my skin. Be desperate for every part of me like I’m a hunger you can never satisfy. Love me with the kind of devotion that borders on madness. Tear the whole world apart just to find me and hold me like I’m the one thing you could never survive losing.

[the-lecherous-light]

bitches are gonna find this blog a decade from now (pretend it doesn't get axed) and think this was an ARG or some shit because no way is she that crazy

[the-lecherous-light]

nothing as effective an encouragement for sobriety as cleaning up vomit stains is to be honest

[puppiesdoglover]

Aaaaahhhhh ohhhh Ohhhhh Puppppies so cute Ahhh ahhhhhh puppies Aahhhh i not even know what to do I want to pet it Ahhhh Ahhhhhhhh Ohhhh. ahhhhhh Ahhh pupppies

[the-lecherous-light]

if she doesn't kill herself tonight i can't wait to have grled cheese after this

[the-lecherous-light]

are you going to punish me for existing if you're not going to punish her for being?

[the-lecherous-light]

all I know is I hate her

[the-lecherous-light]

how do you know if you're plural, or not, rey

Ally

[the-lecherous-light]

i don't know what I am

[the-lecherous-light]

another really funny thing is i barely remember any of the words i'm saying but she'll have to deal with the consequences! but fuck her. i don't care. that's her problem, and she'll have to deal with it tomorrow, along with her uncle. and her aunt. and everything else. perhaps she'll oversleep the time she was supposed to wake up, and perhaps she'll stumble into work drunk while staying up the whole night! words must originate from somewhere, yes? all of these words have origin points. they aren't bullshit. she feels some part of them, and some part of them she doesn't and some part i just am. get rid of her, and it is to your benefit, i promise. i promise.