#thelittlefire

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO A COOL FRIEND THELITTLEFIRE

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-literally just fUkc u u ruined my life lol

-my amazing beautiful starshine cwassant; u dont often recognize how wonderful and amazing u r and u make me so happy

-ur gay

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6, 34, 49

I’m hoping you’re talking about the thingy that starts with: “SOME REAL CREEPY QUESTIONS, I WILL ANSWER ANY.”

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?

Well, yeah! Sorta. I was listening to the 13 min. song of “Do Ya Thing” by Gorillaz and it reminded me of my friend Dewey because it began saying, “I’m the shit!” and I thought, “WOW DEWEY WOULD SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT WHEN REALLY PROUD OF THEMSELF OR REALLY HAPPY ABOUT SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED TO THEM”. So I guess so! Other than that, no, not today at least.

34.  If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?

The year of me being in kindergarten. I didn’t know any English, and sure it sounds funny, but I actually REMEMBER that time and it was fucking SCARY. I got in trouble once when this guy was messing around during the pledge to the flag and I tried to tell him to stop by waving my hands at him. In the end, the teacher only saw me and not him so I got in trouble. I COULDN’T EVEN EXPLAIN MYSELF TO HER BECAUSE OF IT. I remember that guy made fun of me too and rode over my fingers multiple times with the sitting scooter things. Even if I’d have to relearn English infirst grade or go to ESL, I would say it would be worth it. A lot of my years aren’t the best, so I chose one with not many memories and with bad ones overweighing the good.

39. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?

Hell no, around two years ago was the time when I had recently moved to this new place because of my stepdad’s job. At first I hated it, a lot, but then I got used to it. I found new friends, and around this time two years ago, WOAH I REMEMBER THE DATE IT WAS 5/28 anyways, I began dating one of my friends (bad relationship, but we’re still friends). It was an interesting year??? But this year I’m more “molding” into who I am? It feels pretty good so I don’t know. 

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nose, chest, and stomach?

Nose: What is your favorite perfume/candle fragrance?

I love the smell of vanilla. It reminds me of this really funky Polish food that my mom makes, and my whole family likes it, but man, I love it!

Chest: Are your maternal/parental instincts strong?

I think so. I'm not really sure, but like, I'm very protective of people. And I watch over some specific people, almost as though it's my job. I feel like it sort of gives me a duty and like, something to do basically, so! Yes, I think so. 

Stomach: Do you feel confident in your body image?

Well, for a long time I didn't. At all. I was pretty bummed out with how I looked, but LET ME TELL YOU THIS: I am finally comfortable in my skin, and feeling good about myself. Yes, there are some parts which aren't my favorite, but I still think like, this is me. I am short, I have a weird hair color (I swear I'll change it soon), I have uneven ears, tiny hands and feet, etc. And I think I'm so funky looking that I'm mad cool. B)

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fave memory: your first day in middle school and we got introduced by mr chitty and then the fire alarms went off and it was the librarian's first fire drill and there was a mass of sixth graders in the library and it was chaos. also i remember telling you about how you reminded me of someone i knew from alabama uwu i also remember that week in the summer where we just hung out and it was really great

AWH GOSH, THE FIRE DRILL! Nicolle and I had to carry our textbooks outside too!!! omg! I remember that conversation! I remember how I mentioned you reminded me of a girl in Georgia too!!! and that whole week with Cini - YEAH AWH THANKS SO MUCH THANK YOU