i. the ring felt heavy, even after all this time. you don’t
see yourself as worth it. you have no idea why would
anyone choose you as a miraculous holder. but you are
now viverra and you’re one of the protectors of paris,
alongside with your partner, raksha.
ii. your kwami is now your constant company and you
can’t really say you enjoy it. stell is a small white ferret,
a real trickster with no regards for rules that enjoys making
fun of you and getting you in trouble with her pranks.
iii. stell doesn’t seen to like chetan, raksha’s kwami, but
that’s no surprise to you since you and padma aren’t really
the best of friends. you have completely different thoughts
and strategies and that should lead to ruin but no;
you still work perfectly well and you wouldn’t want anyone
else as your partner. you trust her, and that’s not something
you do easily.
iv. you don’t know who padma is and how she seems to
know you so well (or at least, the person who you were
some years ago) and as much as you try you cant remember
where you met her. anyway, you prefer to forget that because
then it will make you think about how you used to treat people
and why exactly you don’t think you’re worth of a miraculous
at all. many things have happened to shape you as the person
you are now, but messing with the past is still a thing you prefer
not doing. still, it intrigues you how she seems to know too much
- about the miraculous, about magic, about you.
v. you know you’re considering her a friend when thoughts of her
plague your mind while you dance; that you’re worry about whether
she was hurt in the last battle or not, if she has problems keeping
her secret identity, how did she felt about being a heroine. you feel
like telling her everything - how the whole perfect life everyone thinks
you lead is a lie, what really is to be part of the malfoy empire, how
being the main ballet dancer of a company is tiresome
- but you don’t and you just watch her go every night, the words you
never say hanging in the night as she disappears.