#themoriahmarie

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themoriahmarie replied to your post: Austin Re-Cap:

finallyyyyy!!! im so excited for you! i remember that you have been wanting to go away from quite a while now. congratwssssss

I know, right? This has been a long time coming, and I'm so excited that things are finally falling into place. Thank you so much! :)

[ohhellyahitsmoxii]

JEREMYKWAE,

I don't really care to argue most of your music choices...But I draw the line at Joe Jonas. He was cool in his brother-band. Now he needs to go with his original life plan and attempt to be a comedian...He would prolly be good at it. ;) 

[ohhellyahitsmoxii]

January 5, 2011.

So, I have been thinking about doing an "everyday" blog sorta thing like I learned from my friend (Jeremykwae.tumblr.com). It seems kinda cool. And, It's the start of a new year, So, I figured I would give it a whirl. Here goes nothing...

Woke up this morning realllyyy early. Way too early- cuz I couldn't go to/stay asleep. I was up by 7:30, so I just stayed up. I showered, ate and watched "Pineapple Express". :) I love that movie. 

Then Jazz called and asked if I wanted to do lunch. I did. It took me about three and a half years to get ready- mainly because I couldn't find a certain shirt that I was looking for. lol. I finally settled on an outfit, once she arrived, and we left. We got pizza, and then Starbucks and caught up for a little while. 

Then we stopped by the high school we graduated from to visit a few teachers and office administrators that were cool. That went well- got to see one of my favorite  friends/people/ ex-teachers. After that, I went home. 

Then, I started making plans to hang with Michele and Amber. But, first I had to go to the grocery story for my mom...it took like 25 minutes. Then I was off for more chill time! 

Got picked up by Amber, we drove to Michele's house, we hung out there for a bit, then we headed off to the mall! We spent forever in the huge Forever 21 (what a shock!). But, we all got something. That turned out to be the only place any of us got anything from. 

We visited a couple more stores. We stopped by Jazz's work to see her:) Her manager lady was sorta mean..haha. So, we left. Eventually we left the mall.

Amber left for an "undate" lol. and me and Michele went to dinner...we had McDonald's because I wanted to use this gift card my sister gave me for Christmas (she got it because she knows I lovelovelove fries!). Then we ate at the park. My friend Ryan stopped by to chill with us for a little bit. Then I came home.

So, that was my day. I am currently in the process of who to make plans with for tomorrow...and what shall we do??!! hhmmmmm.....

Kaybye! :)

[ohhellyahitsmoxii]

I am having a really shitty day. Actually, It has been a pretty shitty month, inside of a pretty shitty few months inside of a pretty shitty half a year. And it just might last for another half of a year. This blows. And there is nothing I can do to fix it. And there is no one who can fix it...

Wish me luck, guys..

[ohhellyahitsmoxii]

Sonia, you're my girl!

Thanks for your kind and helpful words! 

This is why I love her! 

[ohhellyahitsmoxii]

It's christmas eve..

Hmmm..how exciting? I suppose. I'm not looking forward to Christmas as much as I was last year, or the year before, or any other year of my existence. It's a little bit sad, to be honest. That I can't be excited about this holiday that should mean a lot to me and my faith..But, this year..nothing means anything. And it kinda sucks. But, it's the Lousy Truth. And there's no avoiding it- the feeling of dread, or the holiday itself. Tomorrow just feels like another day. Except I wall have to listen to everyone be loud, and overly excited, and repeating the same damn phrases that they may or may not even mean..I don't know. It all just seems 'not as genuine as it could be' to be. That's how I feel this year. Sue me. It sucks, I know..

And if this turned out to be my last Christmas, god forbid. I would have to admit that I spent it shittily. Or if someone I loved wouldn't be around for the next one..I would have been all unexcited for their last Christmas. This makes me feel awful! But, truth be told, this entire last six months have been this way. And if this was the end of my time on earth..well, I totally blew it. Totally and entirely. 

I would like to think that 2012 will bring about a change. That everything will get better. And I would like to hope for that or look forward to it. But, looking forward to things is a bummer and often disappoints. I try not to do it, lately...cuz every time do..that thing never happens. And that sucks even more...

Well...I would say "here's hoping" , But, what would I be hoping for? So, yeah...

But, I want everyone else to have a fantastic Christmas. And if you don't celebrate this holiday, I hope you have a freakin fantasic day, just the same. Bye, guys. I love you all!