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Out of My League (Megan Skiendiel x reader)

⋆˚࿔♫⋆˚࿔ Yes, she's all that I see and she's all that I need ⋆˚࿔♫⋆˚࿔

⋆˚࿔♫⋆˚࿔ and I'm out of my league once again" ⋆˚࿔♫⋆˚࿔

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Contents Summary: Megan Skiendiel is so perfect. So fucking perfect.

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Courier's remark: [old remarks: CREDITS TO @mganyok HER BIO IS THE INSPO FOR THIS STORY HIHIHIIH] posting my megan fics before the never not series first! hehe

You’d been collecting Gems long before you ever saw one.

Not the stones in jewelry shops, but stories. Torn magazine clippings folded into your school notebooks, black-and-white photocopies of newspaper articles about sightings, blurry photos of silhouettes on docks or beaches.

Every time a grown-up said, “They don’t come here anymore,” you scribbled harder, desperate to keep them alive on the page if nowhere else.

At seven, you drew them in the margins of math homework— giant women made of light, hands glowing with stars.

At nine, you carried around a spiral notebook labeled “GEM FILES” where you interviewed neighbors who claimed they’d seen one on a ferry, at the market, in passing.

You believed them all.

Kids at school laughed, but you didn’t care. The possibility of Gems being real mattered more than fitting in.

When you got older, it didn’t fade.

If anything, the obsession sharpened. You stopped doodling, started reading. Dug through libraries for books no one borrowed anymore, combed online archives for scraps of information.

You argued with teachers who brushed off Gem history as “irrelevant.” You wrote essays about them even when the assignment was supposed to be about literature or politics.

At home, your parents tried to be patient. “It’s just a phase,” they said when you were thirteen.

By sixteen, when you still carried your scrapbook everywhere, they sighed and started asking if you couldn’t write about something else for once.

But by then, fascination had already turned into purpose.

You didn’t want to be the kid chasing myths anymore.

You wanted to be the person who proved they weren’t myths at all.

So you chose journalism.

It wasn’t the practical choice— not when your friends were taking business, medicine, engineering— but it was the only one that made sense.

Journalism was research, interviewing, storytelling. It was the discipline of chasing things people forgot about and dragging them back into light.

In college, professors raised eyebrows when you pitched Gems as your focus. Some laughed outright, others tried to steer you toward “more viable” topics.

But one professor— Morales, old and sharp, with a voice like sandpaper— leaned back in his chair during your sophomore year presentation and said:

“If you’re going to waste your youth on this, at least waste it well. Go find something no one else has. Make it undeniable.”

So you did.

You spent nights hunched over your laptop, combing digital archives, transcribing old interviews, piecing together timelines that never matched up. Your dorm wall became a patchwork of sticky notes and pinned articles, a conspiracy board without the string. Your friends teased you for being married to your work. You didn’t bother correcting them.

By the time senior year rolled around, you were restless.

You’d written dozens of papers, interviewed a handful of “witnesses,” but you were starving for something real.

For proof.

And then your final project assignment came in.

Gem Island. Three months. Document “cultural integration” between humans and Gems.

Everyone else in class groaned— it was remote, inconvenient, too niche.

But you? Your hands shook as you held the slip of paper.

This was it.

The thing you’d been waiting for since you were seven years old, hunched over your scrapbook with a glue stick and a dream.

That night, you pulled the scrapbook out of the box under your bed. The cover was peeling, pages threatening to fall out, your childhood handwriting crooked and uneven.

You smoothed your palm over the first page, where you’d written in blue marker:

“GEMS ARE REAL.”

And for the first time in years, you believed you might actually prove it.

—☆

The ferry cut through the water with the weight of inevitability.

Three months.

Ninety days.

That was all the time you had to unravel a lifetime’s obsession and turn it into something concrete, something publishable.

You stood at the deck rail, notebook already in hand even though the island wasn’t yet in sight. The sea wind snapped at your jacket, ruffled the papers you’d stuffed between the pages.

Somewhere inside your backpack, the old scrapbook rested, worn edges pressing against your textbooks as if it were still reminding you why you were here.

When the island finally came into view, it wasn’t what you’d imagined.

No glowing spires or alien ruins.

Just a coastline dotted with houses, docks stretching out into the waves, narrow streets weaving upward into a green hill. Human voices carried over the water, mingled with something softer— notes of music drifting faintly, like the island itself was humming.

The moment your shoes touched the dock, you felt it.

Not magic exactly, but a charge, as if the air was denser here, threaded with a history the rest of the world had forgotten.

People bustled past you— tourists, locals— but every now and then you caught a glimpse of something different.

A tall figure with a gem set in her temple lifting crates onto a boat. A man with skin faintly luminescent selling fish by the basket. Gems, casually woven into the fabric of daily life.

It stole your breath.

For years they had been clippings, half-legends, footnotes. Here, they were real enough to brush shoulders with.

You checked into the little rented room the university had arranged, but you couldn’t sit still. Posters plastered the narrow streets, bold letters announcing:

Moonlight Gathering— Songs & Stories Tonight, Town Square

You knew where you’d be.

The square glowed when you arrived. Lanterns hung from wires strung between Gem spires and modern lampposts, throwing warm light across the crowd.

Children darted between legs clutching skewers of grilled food, elders sat in folding chairs fanning themselves. The stage was simple— a wooden platform raised just enough for the performers to be seen.

The square dimmed as the lanterns softened, shadows rippling across the crowd. You were already scribbling notes about the ambience when her name slipped from the host’s mouth— casual, familiar, as though no introduction was needed.

“Megan.”

She stepped into the light, and the entire square seemed to draw breath.

Her gem gleamed faintly on the back of her hand, as if it had been waiting for this moment to announce itself.

The glow was subtle, not blinding, but enough to make her skin look like it was woven from starlight. She didn’t rush to the microphone; she moved with the patience of someone who understood gravity bent toward her.

And when she finally sang, the world hushed.

Her voice wasn’t loud, but it didn’t need to be. It carried in a way sound shouldn’t— threading through lanterns and over rooftops, curling into your bones. Each note shimmered with something ageless, like water remembering the moon, like wind remembering the shape of mountains.

You couldn’t tell if it was magic or just her, but you knew, without doubt, you were hearing something eternal.

People swayed, smiled, closed their eyes. To them, maybe it was beautiful. To you, it was revelation. This was what you’d been searching for since childhood— not just proof Gems were real, but proof that beauty itself could live in a person.

Megan wasn’t performing. She wasn’t trying to impress. She was simply being, and somehow that was enough to eclipse everything else in the square.

By the time the last note faded, you couldn’t breathe.

When she bowed, it was barely a dip of her head, her expression unchanged, as if all that magic hadn’t just poured through her throat.

And then she stepped offstage, slipping back into the shadows as though the night hadn’t just belonged to her.

But for you, it always would.

The applause hadn’t even faded when she slipped into the shadows. No lingering for praise, no small talk with the crowd. Just a quiet departure, as if she’d sung not for them, but because the night had asked her to.

Your heart was a drum against your ribs, louder than the music that followed onstage.

You should’ve been writing— capturing every detail for your project— but your pen had frozen uselessly in your hand the moment she’d opened her mouth.

Now your notebook was pressed against your chest like a shield, though no shield could possibly steady you.

You told yourself you were moving for research. That this was just another interview subject. But the truth was simpler, rawer: you couldn’t let her vanish from your sight.

You found her behind the stage, lit by a single crooked lantern. She was coiling the microphone cord with unhurried precision, fingers deft, gem on the back of her hand catching stray flickers of light. It was dim, but still she seemed to glow— like the lantern’s flame bent closer to her just to be near.

Up close, the effect was worse— no, devastating.

She wasn’t just beautiful.

She was impossible.

Every line of her posture carried weight, every glance suggested entire histories you’d never touch. You had studied Gems your whole life, read archives, watched grainy clips of their powers— but none of it prepared you for this.

For her.

Your mouth was dry. Your knees weak. Still, you forced the words out.

“Excuse me,” you said, the syllables cracked and trembling.

“Megan, right?”

She looked up. Just one glance, and your breath stilled.

Her eyes were brown— plain, maybe, if you’d written it in a description. But up close, in the lantern glow, they weren’t plain at all.

They were endless shades of earth and warmth, flecks of honey hidden in the depth. They looked lived-in, steady, like they carried stories she’d never bother telling.

Not the glitter of gems. Not the shimmer of stars. Something rarer. Something human.

And that, somehow, made her more devastating than all the legends you’d grown up chasing.

You clutched your notebook tighter, half for the words you were supposed to collect, half for the heart already slipping from your chest.

She looked up. Brown eyes caught you, steady and unflinching.

And for a beat, you forgot the words you’d prepared, forgot the questions you’d scribbled, forgot even why you were standing there.

Her gaze wasn’t sharp, but it was heavy— like being measured and found wanting. Like she could see every childish scrapbook page you’d ever taped together, every late-night article you’d devoured, every silly dream that had carried you here.

The silence stretched, and you panicked.

“I—I’m sorry,” you blurted, voice cracking like glass.

“I didn’t mean to interrupt. I just— wow. You were—” You caught yourself, biting back the word perfect, fumbling for something less humiliating.

“— amazing. I mean, the song. Your voice. I’ve read so much about Gems but hearing it— hearing you— it’s just—”

You stopped, heat flooding your face.

This wasn’t an interview, this was worship.

She tilted her head, expression unreadable.

“You’re not from here.” Not a question, just an observation.

“No. Uh—no, I’m a student. Journalism.” You hugged your notebook tighter, as if the word student could make you sound less like a starstruck fool.

“It’s my final year, and I’m… I’m doing my project on Gem culture. How Gems live now, after… well, everything. I’ve studied you—uh, not you specifically, I mean Gems, like the history, the wars, the—”

You realized you were rambling and snapped your mouth shut.

Megan’s brow lifted ever so slightly. Her fingers tapped against the gem on the back of her hand, not glowing now, just resting.

“You’ve studied,” she echoed, voice calm, even, like she was weighing the word.

“Yes,” you said quickly.

“My whole life, really. I grew up reading everything I could get my hands on. And now— I’m here.”

The silence that followed made you want to shrink into the floorboards. But then she gave the faintest shrug, as if to say your awe neither surprised nor particularly impressed her.

“Research, then,” she said at last.

You nodded, clutching your pen tight. “Yeah. Just… research.”

Her gaze lingered, unreadable. Then, with a small motion, she set the coiled cord aside and slipped her hands into her jacket pockets. The glow of her gem disappeared into shadow.

“Good luck with it,” Megan said simply, already turning away.

That was all. No invitation, no smile, just words dropped like a stone in water. But you felt the ripples spread through you anyway.

You stood there, notebook heavy in your arms, heart hammering like you’d just survived something monumental.

For her, it was nothing.

For you, it was everything.

The walk back to your dorm felt unreal.

The festival still buzzed behind you— music, laughter, the smell of grilled fish curling through the air— but you drifted through it like a ghost, clutching your notebook though not a single useful word had made it onto the page.

By the time you closed the door to your tiny room, your chest was aching. You dropped the notebook onto the desk, but your hands didn’t want to leave it, fingertips pressed against the cover like maybe her voice had seeped into the paper somehow.

You sat on the bed, then lay down, staring at the ceiling while the island’s hum seeped through the window. It should’ve been a night like any other. Instead, you felt suspended, your whole body still ringing from the moment she looked at you.

Brown eyes. A glow in her hand. A song that cracked the world open.

You thought about the child version of yourself— the one who clipped pictures from old magazines, who stayed up late replaying fuzzy documentaries, desperate for a glimpse of the extraordinary.

That child would never have believed this: that you’d stand in front of a Crystal Gem, hear her voice, stumble your way through speaking her name.

And not just any Gem.

Megan.

You pressed your palms over your face, heat rushing up even in the dark. This wasn’t just research anymore.

Maybe it never had been.

These three months were going to be the best of your life— not just unearthing the history you’d spent years chasing, but piecing together the mystery that was her.

You turned on your side, eyes drifting shut, her voice still echoing in the space between waking and sleep.

Three months.

Ninety days.

Enough time to learn what the world never told you.

Enough time, maybe, to learn her.

—☆

Morning came too fast.

The dreamlike haze of last night still clung to you, but your notebook sat accusingly on the desk, blank where there should’ve been pages. You reminded yourself— again— that you were here for a reason. Research first.

Megan… well, Megan would have to be an afterthought.

The next day, you found Manon.

She was nothing like Megan.

Manon’s gem rested at her belly button, glowing faintly like a second sun beneath the thin fabric of her shirt.

There was something about it— about her— that felt rooted, steady, impossible to ignore. Where Megan had been all sharp lines and distance, Manon radiated warmth.

When you asked your questions, she didn’t guard herself. She smiled, eyes bright with amusement, and leaned closer as if letting you in on secrets.

“You’re not the first human to come here curious,” she said, her hand brushing absently across the gem at her center, like it was second nature.

“But you’ve been waiting your whole life for this, haven’t you?”

Her laugh rang easy when you admitted it, notebook clutched too tightly in your hands. She led you through the streets, past markets, piers, and homes, gesturing expansively, like the island belonged to her and she was glad to share it.

And then— inevitably— you turned a corner.

Megan.

She came into view like the world itself had tilted to make room for her. Jacket draped over her shoulder, gem on her hand catching a sliver of sun, her stride unhurried, every step quiet but commanding.

Manon slowed, her expression flicking toward you with the ghost of a grin. She didn’t say anything, but the spark in her eyes told you she understood far too much.

Megan’s gaze lifted, brown eyes locking onto yours. Just a glance. But it was enough to undo you all over again.

Manon filled the silence, voice warm as ever. “Megan. Didn’t think I’d find you out this way. You remember the event?”

She angled her head toward you. “This one hasn’t stopped scribbling notes since.”

Your pulse spiked. You managed a small, awkward laugh, clutching your notebook tighter like it might anchor you.

“I, uh—yeah. I’m… working on a project. Journalism.” The words tumbled too fast, too bare.

“Final year. Human-Gem coexistence.”

Megan didn’t move closer. She didn’t soften. She just shifted her weight, crossing her arms, her gem hand pressing lightly against her elbow as if to shield it from your stare.

“I know” she said flatly, like the word itself was suspect.

"Right" you choked on your cough, feeling hot all over from embarrassment.

Her eyes didn’t leave yours, sharp and steady. “What makes you think you’ll find answers here that you couldn’t have pulled off a dusty archive?”

It wasn’t unkind, not exactly. But it was a test. A line drawn.

Your throat went dry. You could feel Manon watching you, ready to smooth over the silence, but you forced yourself to hold Megan’s gaze.

“Because archives don’t look back at you,” you said quietly, surprising even yourself.

Something flickered in her eyes then— not approval, not even interest, but recognition, brief and gone before you could catch it. She tilted her head, lips pressing into something unreadable.

Manon chuckled softly, stepping into the tension like sunlight through cloud. “Careful, Megan. This one’s not afraid to bite.”

But Megan only shrugged, pushing her jacket higher on her shoulder.

“Curiosity burns out quick,” she murmured, eyes flicking to your notebook, then away.

“Three months isn’t forever.”

And just like that, she walked past you both, her presence trailing in the air long after her footsteps faded.

Manon exhaled, amused. “Well,” she said, clapping you lightly on the shoulder, “that went better than most.”

But you didn’t answer. You were still standing there, notebook pressed to your chest, heart hammering like you’d just been split open and seen.

You stayed rooted to the cobblestones, notebook hugged to your chest. The street should’ve gone back to normal— vendors calling out, kids darting past— but it didn’t feel the same. Megan’s presence still lingered in the air, like sunlight after it slips behind clouds, warm but unreachable.

Beside you, Manon tilted her head, eyes gleaming.

“You’re staring at nothing,” she said, but her tone was softer than a tease.

You blinked, heat rising to your face.

“Sorry. I just— she’s…” The words snagged, unwilling to line up.

“Different?” Manon finished for you.

A small smile curved her lips, the gem at her belly catching the light when she shifted. “She is. Always has been.”

You hesitated. “She didn’t seem… unkind.”

“She’s not,” Manon said quickly, with a hint of protectiveness.

“Megan’s all light. Once she trusts you.” Her gaze flicked toward where Megan had disappeared.

“But she doesn’t give that to humans easily.”

The reminder pressed against your chest like a stone. You clutched your notebook tighter, as though the paper could carry what your heart couldn’t.

Manon softened, studying you as if she could see every thought written across your face.

“Don’t look so doomed. She notices more than she lets on. And if you’re patient…”

She let the rest hang, unfinished, like an invitation.

Her laughter came easy then, breaking the weight of the moment.

She swung her arms behind her head and gestured for you to follow. “Come on. You’ve got more Gems to meet than just the one who makes your knees weak.”

You walked after her, but your mind lagged, circling back to Megan— her voice like dawn, her smile hovering just out of reach, her guarded gaze that still somehow felt like it had seen you.

Three months.

That was all you had.

And yet it already felt like your heart had decided what story it wanted to tell.

The night after, you didn’t write.

You sat at your desk with your notebook open, pen pressed to paper, but the only words that came were her name. Over and over, filling margins like a spell you couldn’t shake.

Megan.

Every thought of her bled into the rest— your project, your questions, your purpose for being here. Manon was right: you had more Gems to meet.

A whole island waiting to be mapped in ink. But it was as if every road already curved back to Megan, every question humming with her name beneath it.

Still, you had to move. The child version of you— the one who’d once glued clippings into a scrapbook— would never forgive you if you wasted this chance.

So you rose with the sun and set out again.

The marketplace was alive when you reached it: smoke curling from food stalls, laughter rising above the clang of dishes, voices weaving together like a song. And that was where you heard her.

Not Megan.

A different Gem.

Her voice cut clear across the noise, threaded with something richer, deeper, impossible not to follow.

Her Gem caught the light before her eyes did— set at the hollow of her throat, glowing faintly whenever she laughed. And she did laugh, easily, like she found the whole world a little funny.

And just like that, you met Sophia.

“You’re the human journalist, right?” she said before you’d even introduced yourself.

“The one scribbling in that notebook like it’s gonna save the universe?”

Heat flushed your face. You fumbled with your pen. “I— I’m just documenting—”

She leaned closer, grin wide. “Relax. I like it. You actually look like you care. Most people just point a camera and run.”

Her voice had a timbre that was impossible to ignore. Not just pleasant— magnetic. When she hummed absentmindedly, her Gem flared, and you felt the sound ripple in your bones.

“Does it… always do that?” you asked, nodding toward her throat.

Sophia smirked, tilting her head back. “Wanna see something cool?”

Before you could answer, she sang a single note. Just one. But it vibrated through the air, shimmering like heat rising off pavement. The vendors around her didn’t even flinch— they were used to it— but you felt your knees weaken.

She laughed again, softer this time. “Careful. That was nothing. If I really sang, you’d probably cry.”

You wrote furiously, trying to catch the feeling in words, but your mind snagged on something else: the way her voice carried power, yes, but also vulnerability.

Sophia caught you staring and arched a brow. “Don’t look at me like that. Save that face for Megan.”

The pen slipped from your hand. “What—?”

“Oh, please,” Sophia said, waving her hand.

“You think she’s subtle? She’s been circling since the festival. Guarded, sure. But sunshine doesn’t stop being sunshine just because it hides behind clouds.”

Your heart tripped, but before you could ask more, she stretched, her Gem dimming back to a faint glow.

“Anyway. That’s enough of my magic show. Write what you want, journalist. Just don’t forget we’re people, not stories.”

She winked and melted back into the crowd, leaving you clutching your notebook, pulse racing— not just from Sophia’s voice, but from the sudden, undeniable weight of Megan’s name hanging between the lines.

By the sixth day, your notebook was already thick with scribbles. Pages of Sophia’s sharp laughter, of Manon’s easy warmth, of Megan— always Megan, even when you swore you wouldn’t write her name again.

But you needed more. Your professors hadn’t sent you here for poetry. They wanted evidence, voices, texture.

That was when you met Yoonchae.

You found her by the waterline, sneakers kicked off, skipping stones across the surf with a group of local kids.

Her Gem caught the sunlight every time her arm swung forward, glowing steady from her shoulder like it was part of her strength.

The kids scattered when they saw you, whispering the human, the human, but Yoonchae just squinted.

“You’re the journalist, right?” she asked, not unfriendly but not impressed either.

You nodded, clutching your pen. “That obvious?”

“Yeah.” She tossed another stone— skip, skip, sink.

“You’re always writing. People talk.”

There was no malice in it, just honesty. The kind that made your ears burn because it was true.

You sat a cautious distance away, pulling your notebook onto your knees. “Do you mind if I ask you a few questions?”

Yoonchae shrugged, glancing at you sideways. “If it’s boring, I’m leaving.”

Fair enough.

But she didn’t leave.

She told you about growing up here, about how her Gem didn’t mean wisdom or history like Lara’s or Sophia’s— hers was about movement, energy, a restless force she couldn’t always control. At one point she flexed her shoulder, the Gem pulsing faintly like it agreed with her every word.

You wrote as fast as you could, but what caught you most was her bluntness. Yoonchae didn’t filter. Didn’t dress her answers up to sound mystical or profound.

And then, as if she couldn’t help herself, she asked, “So. You’re here for Megan, right?”

Your pen froze. “What—?”

She snorted. “Don’t act dumb. You light up whenever someone says her name. It’s embarrassing.”

Heat shot through you, but she wasn’t mocking. She was grinning, kicking at the sand. “She doesn’t trust humans. Not really. But…”

She paused, squinting out at the water. “If you’re patient enough, maybe she’ll let you see the good parts. And they’re really good.”

Your chest tightened.

She hurled another stone, farther this time, shoulders straightening like the motion had burned the moment away. “Anyway. Don’t waste your whole project on her. There’s more to us than Megan.”

But you could tell, from the faint smile tugging at her lips, that even Yoonchae believed Megan was the center of something.

By the tenth day, your hand ached from writing. The pages of your notebook looked more like a storm than a record— half notes, half thoughts that strayed too far from the questions you meant to ask. You reminded yourself you were here to observe, not get lost.

That morning, you found Lara perched on the low steps outside the old library.

She wasn’t alone— kids darted past, waving at her as if she were everyone’s older sister. She waved back easily, laughter soft under her breath, and when her gaze slid to you, it was patient, welcoming.

“You must be the one scribbling everyone’s words like they’re gospel,” she said, patting the step beside her.

“Sit. You’re making me nervous standing there like that.”

Her Gem glimmered faintly at her forehead, and it should’ve made her intimidating. But somehow, it didn’t. She felt less like a monument, more like a friend you could trust not to laugh at your clumsy questions.

You sat, notebook balanced on your knees. “You already know why I’m here, then?”

“I know you’re curious.” She leaned back on her elbows, looking entirely at ease.

“Curiosity isn’t a bad thing. It’s just… heavy, if you don’t share the weight with someone else.”

The way she said it— so calm, so unguarded— made you set your pen down. For once, you just listened.

“We’re not all the same,” Lara continued, eyes on the kids weaving through the square.

“Our Gems don’t define us. They remind us. Of choices, of people, of the lives we’ve shaped. Some memories are sweet. Some…”

Her smile thinned, though it never faded. “Some are sharp. But even sharp things have their use.”

She studied you then, tilting her head as if weighing whether to say more. “You’ve met Megan, haven’t you?”

Your breath caught at the sudden mention, but Lara’s tone wasn’t prying— it was knowing, almost fond.

“She’s careful,” Lara went on, sparing you the need to answer.

“With humans, especially. Not because she dislikes you. Because she remembers what it costs to give too much of herself away.”

She nudged your notebook gently, a small smile playing at her lips. “If she lets you write even a piece of her story, consider it rare. Not because you chased it— but because she chose it.”

The honesty of it sank deep, heavier than anything you’d heard yet.

Then Lara chuckled softly, easing the weight she’d left in your chest. “Don’t look so serious. You’ll turn to stone before your project’s over.”

She stood, brushing dust from her palms. “Here’s my advice: don’t just collect our stories like specimens. Decide what you’ll do with them. Decide what you want remembered about you. Otherwise, you’ll look up one day and realize you’ve only been writing everyone else’s life.”

And with that, she left you there, notebook half-open, feeling strangely lighter. Not because you had answers— but because, for the first time, the questions didn’t feel so lonely.

That night, the island refused to sleep.

The waves tapped endlessly at the shore, cicadas sang in the trees, and still you lay in the narrow dorm bed staring at the ceiling.

Your notebook was open on the desk, Lara’s words scattered across the page in half-finished sentences.

You’d tried to capture them the way you usually did— neat lines, tidy citations— but they slipped through. Her voice had carried a kind of weight you couldn’t press flat between margins.

Curiosity isn’t bad. It’s just heavy, if you don’t share the weight with someone else.

The phrase circled in your head until it felt less like advice and more like a mirror.

Because she was right— you weren’t here simply to record. You weren’t here to turn living people into exhibits in a museum. Somewhere deep down, the child in you who had once cut out grainy clippings wanted more than facts.

You wanted to understand.

But what struck harder was the way Lara had said Megan’s name. Not with warning, not with bitterness, but with a kind of tenderness— like someone speaking of fire. Dangerous if you reached carelessly, but a gift if you learned not to flinch from the heat.

You rolled onto your side, pressing your face into the thin pillow, eyes stinging with exhaustion that wasn’t just physical.

Three months. That was all the time you had. To write. To listen. To decide, as Lara said, what you wanted remembered about you.

The room was dark, but the thought burned bright, almost feverish: these stories weren’t just theirs anymore. They were slowly becoming yours to carry.

Sleep came late, when the waves softened and the island’s hum dulled into silence. But even then, Lara’s voice lingered— gentle, steady, reminding you that you weren’t just gathering fragments. You were beginning to piece together a life that might, at last, make sense of your own.

The clock read 3:07 a.m.

You didn’t know what pulled you awake. Maybe it was the heat, the restless hum of cicadas, or Lara’s words echoing too loudly in your head. Whatever it was, you found yourself slipping out of bed, tugging on a jacket, and stepping into the night.

The island was a different creature at that hour. The air smelled of salt and damp earth, streets hushed, lanterns burned low. You let your feet carry you without purpose until the stone paths gave way to sand.

The shore stretched out, silver under the moon. Waves lapped in their eternal rhythm, slow, steady. And then you saw her.

Megan.

Barefoot, jacket abandoned on the sand, her gem hand glowing faintly as she moved.

She wasn’t singing this time, not for an audience. She was humming low, almost to herself, and her body swayed with the tune— half-dance, half-drift.

Every movement caught the moonlight, her brown eyes glimmering whenever she turned her head, her hair catching the salt air.

She looked… unguarded.

Not the Megan you’d seen at the event, commanding without effort. Not the Megan who’d cut you sharp with suspicion in her voice. This Megan was softer, brighter— sunlight translated into moonlight, impossible to hold but more perfect for it.

You froze at the edge of the sand, afraid to breathe too loudly and shatter it.

It wasn’t obsession, not even infatuation.

It was awe.

The kind that made your knees feel weak, the kind that made you understand why people once mistook Gems for gods.

She wasn’t performing. She was existing— and somehow, that was more magical than anything she could have done on stage.

For a second, you thought about leaving. About letting the moment remain untouched. But the child inside you, the one who’d spent years believing in them, whispered that some moments were meant to be seen. Even if only once.

You stayed. Quiet. Letting her glow etch itself into you, knowing it was something no notebook could ever capture.

And when she finally stilled, her humming fading into the sea breeze, you slipped away before she could notice— heart pounding, carrying the image of her like a secret.

Back in your dorm, you lay awake until sunrise, sure of only one thing:

You were already in too deep.

—☆

The morning began with resolve.

You had a new page, a new question, and a month to chase its answer. You were ready to throw yourself into fieldwork, to chase Gems through the town, the shore, the markets—

Then came the knock. Three sharp taps that startled you upright.

You shuffled to the door, notebook still in hand, and when it swung open— there she was.

Megan.

Pink-streaked hair pulled back in a messy half-knot, loose hoodie draped carelessly, one brow raised like she was already tired of waiting.

“Hey,” she said, simple, like you’d been expecting her all along.

Your throat dried. “...Hi.”

She shifted her weight, glanced behind her at the quiet street, then back at you. “So… apparently I’m supposed to invite you.”

“Invite me?”

Her lips twitched, not quite a smile. “Yeah. Sophia, Lara, Manon, Yoonchae— they said you should hang out with us. Something about you always scribbling alone. Thought you’d probably say no unless someone dragged you.”

She lifted a shoulder, casual. “And I lost the coin toss, so here I am.”

You blinked, trying to process the fact that Megan, of all people, was at your door, talking to you like this. “You… lost a coin toss?”

She finally cracked a grin, small but real. “Don’t get excited. I wasn’t exactly volunteering.”

Still, there was no venom in it— just honesty, plain as sunlight.

“So?” she asked, eyes flicking to your notebook, then back to your face.

“You coming or not?”

It wasn’t an interview. It wasn’t an answer to your question. It was just Megan, standing there in the morning light, holding out something ordinary that, somehow, felt like the start of everything.

The invitation hadn’t come from you.

That was the strangest part.

Three knocks. A flash of pink streaks in the doorway. Megan, eyes unreadable, voice flat but sure:

“Come with us.”

You didn’t ask where. You just followed.

By sundown you were on the shore, the sky melting into purples and oranges, a fire spitting sparks into the breeze. They were all there already— Sophia kicking at the sand, Yoonchae crouched near the flames, Manon unpacking food, Lara sprawled like she had nowhere better to be.

Megan stayed just on the edge, arms crossed, but she hadn’t told you to leave. That felt like something.

Manon noticed you first, waving you over. “Finally. I was starting to think you chickened out.”

You dropped into the sand beside her. “I didn’t know I had a choice.”

“Exactly,” Sophia said, grinning.

“None of us do, once Megan decides.” She aimed the jab across the fire, and Megan rolled her eyes but didn’t take the bait.

“Here,” Yoonchae said, shoving a stick at you with a half-burnt marshmallow skewered on the end.

“Don’t drop it.”

You blinked. “It’s already—”

“Burnt?” She smirked.

“That’s how you’ll know it’s authentic.”

Manon laughed, smacking Yoonchae’s arm. “You’re supposed to make them feel welcome, not traumatized.”

“I am welcoming,” Yoonchae argued, mock-offended.

“They’re part of the circle now. The burnt marshmallow rite of passage.”

Sophia snorted, nearly choking on her drink. Lara had to pat her back, murmuring something about “dying of laughter, not fire.”

You tried the marshmallow. Too sweet, sticky as glue. “It tastes like charcoal.”

“See?” Yoonchae beamed.

“Authentic.”

Across the fire, Megan’s mouth twitched— just slightly, but enough to notice.

The night spun easy after that.

Sophia told a story about sneaking out past curfew that had Manon crying with laughter. Lara chimed in with some dry one-liner that made everyone groan, and even Megan, quiet as she was, let out a sound suspiciously close to a laugh.

At some point Lara leaned your way, her voice low but warm. “You’re quieter than I thought you’d be.”

“I usually… write things down,” you admitted, glancing at your empty hands.

“Not tonight,” Manon cut in firmly, pointing her marshmallow stick at you like it was law.

“Tonight, you’re one of us. No pen. No paper.”

Sophia raised her cup in a mock toast. “To the honorary Gem.”

They all echoed it, laughing, clinking cups, the fire snapping between you.

And you laughed too— really laughed, until the air felt different in your lungs. Until you weren’t thinking about what to remember or record. Just the warmth of the sand, the smoke, the voices around you.

When you finally glanced up, Megan was watching. Not suspicious, not guarded— just watching. Like she’d been waiting to see if you’d let go.

You held her gaze a second longer this time.

She didn’t look away first.

“Alright, alright—” Sophia was still wiping tears from her eyes after another one of Manon’s dramatic retellings.

“But tell me none of you remember when Yoonchae tried to cook for us and almost set the whole kitchen on fire.”

“It was one time!” Yoonchae groaned, hiding her face in her hands.

“And the pan was possessed, I swear.”

“Possessed by your inability to cook,” Lara deadpanned, and the group dissolved into laughter again.

You were still catching your breath when Manon, suddenly softer, said, “Speaking of disasters— Daniela’s coming back next month.”

The name hushed the circle for just a beat.

“Back?” Sophia leaned forward, eyes bright. “For real this time?”

Manon nodded, smile tugging at her lips. “She said she’s finally done with that thing overseas. Wants to stay longer this time.”

“That’ll shake things up,” Lara murmured, tilting her head like she was already imagining it.

Lara whistled low. “God, I miss her loudness.”

“Loud?” you asked before you could stop yourself.

“Loud,” Manon confirmed, grinning.

“The good kind. The kind that makes the whole place feel unshakable. You’ll see.”

Across the fire, Megan shifted, brushing hair from her face. Her expression stayed unreadable, but there was a flicker in her eyes you couldn’t quite name— something like expectation, or maybe wariness.

Sophia caught it too, smirking. “Oh, come on, Megan. Don’t pretend you’re not looking forward to it.”

Megan gave the faintest shrug. “She’s… a lot.”

But the corner of her mouth betrayed her. Just a little curve, quick as a spark before it vanished.

The conversation spilled onward, stories of Daniela weaving through the night— half legend, half memory. You sat back, listening, letting their laughter roll over you.

These weren’t interviews, weren’t research subjects. They were people, alive and messy, and you were in the circle with them.

For once, no notebook, no script. Just belonging.

And Megan’s gaze finding you again in the glow of the fire.

The fire crackled between them, sending sparks curling into the night sky. You felt the sand shift beneath your legs as you leaned back, letting the warmth sink in. Around you, the Gems carried on— each one an entirely different constellation of energy and presence.

Sophia was telling a story about an old festival prank, animated gestures punctuating every sentence, and Manon kept adding little footnotes of commentary, rolling her eyes and laughing at herself. Lara, as usual, lounged like she owned the universe, sipping from her cup and only chiming in when a punchline required it. Yoonchae leaned forward, sneakers tucked under her, ready to jump in at any sign of opportunity for chaos.

And then there was Megan.

She hadn’t said much, hadn’t needed to. The way she moved, the occasional tilt of her head, the way her hand brushed at her gem unconsciously— it all spoke volumes. She was present, but on her own terms. It was subtle, but you noticed everything.

“Hey,” she said quietly after a pause, voice low enough that only you could hear over the general din of the group. You jumped slightly, heart stuttering.

“H-hey,” you whispered back, suddenly aware of your own voice, the raw edge of nerves betraying you.

Megan’s eyes flicked to your empty hands, then to your notebook sitting forgotten in the sand. “You’re not writing?”

“I… I’m just… listening,” you admitted.

Her lips twitched— again, almost a smile. “Good,” she said softly.

“You don’t need to write everything down. Some things are better when you feel them.”

It wasn’t an invitation, not exactly, but it was closer than you’d ever gotten. You nodded, careful not to overthink it, trying to breathe normally despite the way your chest felt like it had contracted around her presence.

The conversation around the fire shifted to stories of old adventures. Manon gestured wildly, miming a boat nearly capsizing while Sophia added commentary about the “heroics” that were mostly exaggerated. Yoonchae interrupted with sharp, dry humor, sending everyone into laughter.

You laughed too, genuinely this time, and Megan’s gaze caught yours mid-laughter. It lingered a moment longer than before— calm, assessing, almost approving.

Later, when someone passed a flask of hot chocolate around, Megan reached for a cup, but instead of standing apart, she sat down a little closer. Not beside you— not yet— but close enough that her shoulder nearly brushed yours.

“You’re… really quiet,” she said, almost to herself.

“I usually am,” you admitted, voice softer.

Her glance lingered again, studying you. “You notice things,” she said, a statement more than a question.

“More than most humans.”

You swallowed.

“I’ve… been practicing,” you said, only half-joking.

Megan let out a small, almost imperceptible chuckle. It was fleeting, but it made your stomach flip. It wasn’t the full smile, the one you’d imagined a thousand times since that first song, but it was a crack in the wall.

The night stretched on, stories, laughter, and the occasional quiet lull where the group simply stared at the moonlit waves. Megan gradually inched closer each time someone moved or spoke, a subtle orbit that eventually brought her almost within reach. You felt it— less like pressure, more like an unspoken permission to exist near her.

At one point, Lara leaned toward the firelight, half-serious.

“You two should talk sometime,” she said, nodding toward you and Megan.

Megan’s eyes flicked to yours, unreadable. Then she leaned back, shrugging lightly, but the faintest twitch at the corner of her mouth suggested she hadn’t dismissed it entirely.

Hours passed.

You forgot the time, forgot everything except the heat of the fire, the glow of the gems, the rhythm of the waves— and Megan, slowly letting you into the orbit she rarely allowed anyone.

By the end of the night, the group began drifting toward the dorms, tired and laughing. Megan lingered, brushing sand from her knees. She glanced at you again.

“Come on,” she said softly.

“Walk back with me.”

It wasn’t a demand, not exactly.

It was an invitation.

Your heart nearly stopped. You nodded, grabbing your jacket, careful not to trip over your own feet.

As you walked side by side in the moonlight, the rest of the world faded. The fire was behind you, the group dispersed, the hum of the island surrounding only the two of you. Megan didn’t speak at first, just walked, letting you adjust to her quiet presence.

And somehow, without words, you understood: this— this slow letting in, this fragile orbit around her— was far more intimate than anything you’d written in your notebook.

For the first time since you arrived, it felt like you were beginning to understand Megan— not as a legend, not as a mystery, but as something real.

And maybe, just maybe, she was starting to understand you too.

You walked in silence for a while, the only sound the soft crunch of sand beneath your sneakers and the distant lapping of the waves. The moon cast silver trails across the shore, making the world feel smaller, contained, like it existed only for the two of you.

Finally, Megan spoke, her voice low and even. “You’re… different from what I expected.”

Your chest tightened.

“Different how?” you asked, careful, trying not to sound too eager.

She didn’t answer immediately, just glanced at you, eyes tracing the lines of your face as if cataloging every detail.

“You actually look,” she said slowly, “like you care. Not just about the project… but about the people in it. That’s rare.”

You swallowed, unsure if your heart was beating too fast or just noticing the weight of her words.

“I… I want to get it right,” you admitted softly.

“Not just write it down. Understand it.”

Megan’s gaze softened, though only slightly, just enough for a flicker of warmth to reach your chest.

“Then you’re… more human than most,” she murmured, almost to herself.

“Curious, careful. Patient. And stubborn.”

You let a small laugh escape, shaking your head.

“Stubborn… I can take that as a compliment.”

She tilted her head, studying you like she was weighing the truth of it.

“I don’t give that to humans often,” she said.

“Recognition. Understanding. You… might be earning it.”

Your stomach tightened in that way that only happens when someone sees parts of you no one else does.

“I’m not asking for it,” you said quietly.

“I just… want to be here. With you all. With you.”

Her eyes flicked away for a heartbeat, then back. The corners of her mouth twitched, just a hint of something almost like a smile, before vanishing.

“We’ll see,” she said simply.

Not a rejection.

Not a promise.

Just a fragment of acknowledgment.

You both fell silent again, letting the night hold you. The air smelled of salt and fire and something indefinably hers.

She walked close enough that your shoulders nearly touched, but not close enough to cross a line— an invisible boundary she was letting you inch toward at your own pace.

After a while, she muttered, “I like the way you watch people. Not in a… weird way. You notice them.”

“You’re one of them,” you said softly, almost without thinking.

“And yet…” You trailed off, unsure how to finish without sounding foolish.

She glanced at you, eyes half-lidded, the faintest edge of curiosity lighting them. “And yet?”

You shrugged, feeling the heat creep up your neck. “And yet… I keep finding myself noticing you more than anyone else.”

For a heartbeat, her expression faltered.

Then, as if dismissing it, she turned slightly toward the waves, hands shoved into the pockets of her hoodie.

“Figures,” she said, voice low.

“People always notice what they shouldn’t.”

You stayed close, letting the words hang between you, heavy and unspoken. And for the first time, it felt less like a chase, less like a puzzle, and more like a fragile tether— a slow, careful connection you could hold without fear of breaking it.

The dorms came into view, dim lanterns marking the path back, but neither of you moved to speak until you were at the edge of the steps.

Megan finally looked at you fully, eyes steady, unreadable.

“Tomorrow,” she said simply.

“Tomorrow?”

“Tomorrow,” she repeated.

“If you’re still… paying attention.”

You nodded, words catching in your throat. “I will be.”

She gave a small, fleeting nod, then turned and disappeared into the dorm, leaving you standing there, chest tight, heart thundering— and more certain than ever that the next day, and the day after, would be impossible to stop yourself from following her orbit.

And somehow, you didn’t mind.

Days slipped by like water over sand. You moved through the island in fragments, snapshots stitched together by light, sound, and the slow orbit of Megan’s presence.

Morning markets: Sophia pulling you into an impromptu taste test of street food, laughing as Manon critiqued the colors, Lara shaking her head at Yoonchae’s reckless dodges through the crowd, and Megan trailing just behind you, quiet, observing, occasionally nudging you aside when you almost got run over.

Afternoons on the pier: Yoonchae skipping stones with reckless abandon, calling out counts for you to write down but never really expecting you to keep track. Sophia humming a note that made the wooden boards tremble underfoot. Manon unpacking little snacks and sharing stories about every vendor you passed. Megan leaning on the railing, watching, letting you glance her way before she looked away.

Nights by the fire: Same circle, different stories. Manon retelling childhood adventures with a grin. Lara narrating dryly, laughing at her own sarcasm. Sophia’s voice carrying across the flames, and Yoonchae’s bursts of chaos punctuating every sentence. And Megan… inching closer every night, sometimes speaking, often just sitting, letting the warmth of her presence brush against yours.

Quiet interludes: Long walks along moonlit beaches, Megan walking just beside you, letting you match her pace. No words, sometimes just a shared silence that felt charged, like the world had shrunk down to the two of you. Slowly, tentatively, she let you in— through small glances, fleeting smiles, the occasional “watch out for that rock” or “don’t step in the tide.”

Rain-soaked afternoons: You all hiding under awnings, laughing as Yoonchae splashed through puddles, Sophia singing into the storm, Manon and Lara holding up scarves and jackets like shields. Megan grabbed your hand just once, light, passing it back to you immediately— heart-stopping, brief, and unforgettable.

Late-night dorm corners: Scribbling notes by candlelight while the others played music or whispered secrets, Megan leaning just close enough for you to hear her soft, amused commentary. Small jokes, almost smiles, brief touches on shoulders or hands— but always her choice, always careful, letting you orbit closer without rushing.

Sunrise sessions: Walking along cliffs as the sun bled into the ocean, the group far behind you, Megan finally talking to you in low, casual tones, asking questions you weren’t expecting— about you, not just your project. Those were the mornings you felt like you’d crossed some invisible threshold.

A month of firelight, salt air, laughter, music, and subtle glances. You learned the rhythm of the island, of the Gems, of Megan— slow, deliberate, magnetic.

You weren’t just recording their stories anymore. You were living them, part of a world that didn’t notice the clock, that didn’t ask for permission to be beautiful, chaotic, warm.

And Megan… Megan had let you in. A crack at first, then a sliver, then a soft, steady space beside her that you could call yours, if only for a few moments at a time.

By the end of the first month, your notebook was thick, but less with observations than with impressions— traces of laughter, half-spoken truths, the subtle shifts of someone letting you close.

And though the other Gems were brilliant and alive in every way, it was Megan who had become the gravity you couldn’t stop orbiting, the quiet center of a month that had slipped past in a blur of sand, fire, and slowly shared silences.

—☆

The first clear night after the month passed, the island felt different somehow— like the air itself had learned to hold secrets.

You were wandering near the edge of the pier, alone at first, notebook tucked under your arm though it remained mostly untouched these days.

Megan appeared without a knock, without warning, her silhouette framed against the silver glow of the moon.

“Hey,” she said, voice low, almost teasing. Not the formal, guarded tone from before— the one you’d memorized— but something warmer, quieter, patient.

“Hey,” you replied, heart thudding in your chest.

She glanced at your notebook, then shrugged. “Still carrying that thing around like armor?”

You chuckled, a little embarrassed. “Old habits die hard.”

Megan tilted her head, watching you with that uncanny steadiness.

Then, casually, she nudged a loose piece of driftwood toward you. “Hold this.”

You did, startled, as she sat beside you, closer than she had before. Just close. No words for a while, only the soft slap of waves and the occasional rustle of her hoodie.

The contact wasn’t much— but it was enough. Enough to feel her warmth, her presence, without her needing to say anything.

Over the next few days, little things changed.

Megan started seeking you out— small gestures that could be mistaken for coincidence if you weren’t paying attention.

A hand brushing yours as you passed through the market. A voice catching yours over the din of Sophia’s laughter: “Don’t fall behind.”

Shared jokes you barely noticed at first, growing into long, quiet conversations at the edges of the group’s chaos.

The others still surrounded you— lively, unavoidable, impossible not to be drawn into— but Megan’s orbit became tangible.

She didn’t crowd you.

She didn’t force a moment.

She let you exist beside her, letting proximity speak when words wouldn’t.

One evening, Sophia and Manon had gone to chase the sunset across the cliffs, and Lara had wandered off toward the library ruins. Yoonchae was darting along the shore, skipping stones with exaggerated flair. That left you and Megan alone near the water’s edge.

She tossed a small stone into the surf.

“Bet you can’t skip it three times,” she said, eyes locked on yours, a small smirk tugging at her lips.

You tried.

Two skips.

You almost laughed at your failure. Megan chuckled softly— a full sound this time— and shook her head.

“Close enough.”

It was just a game. And yet, as you sat there, legs brushing, sand sticking to your fingers, something fundamental had shifted.

Megan wasn’t just letting you watch her anymore. She was letting you share these small, ordinary victories.

Later, as the sky deepened into violet, she nudged you gently with her shoulder.

“Come on,” she murmured.

“Race you back to the dunes.”

The race was ridiculous, laughter spilling across the wind, a rare abandon you hadn’t seen from her before.

By the time you collapsed, breathless, on the dunes, Megan didn’t retreat. She stayed beside you, leaning back on her hands, eyes bright in the moonlight.

“See?” she said softly.

“Not everything has to be serious.”

“No,” you whispered, and it was true.

With her, you were learning that things didn’t have to be serious.

Not yet.

Not always.

And somewhere deep in the chaos of laughter, waves, and sand, you realized that Megan’s slow letting-in wasn’t about grand gestures or confessions.

It was about quiet proximity, shared silences, touches that lingered just a fraction too long, and the way she let you orbit closer without pushing— or pulling— too hard.

For the first time, you understood that patience wasn’t just about waiting for her— it was about noticing how she let you in, piece by piece, until it felt like you belonged in the same small world, even if only for fleeting moments.

The night air had cooled by the time you wandered back toward the main square, Megan trailing a pace behind you that was close enough to feel, far enough to let you breathe.

The island hummed softly around you— waves brushing the shore, cicadas singing in the trees, distant lanterns swaying. You didn’t realize how much you’d grown used to the rhythm of her presence until it shifted slightly.

Then she appeared.

Not with a crash, not with noise, not even with the usual circle of familiar voices. Daniela stepped into the lantern-lit square like the world had bent itself around her.

Her movements were fluid, confident, but not chaotic— every gesture seemed deliberate, small arcs of light catching her gem-palms as if she were channeling something subtle yet impossible to ignore.

The air felt heavier somehow, not threatening, just charged.

You noticed her first, naturally— like noticing a star suddenly bright enough to distract from the moon.

Your heart caught.

She smiled briefly at someone passing, polite, warm, magnetic, and then her gaze fell on you. Not judging, not expecting, just… curious.

Megan noticed too.

You saw it in the small tightening of her jaw, the flex of her hand near her gem, and the slight narrowing of her eyes— not unkind, but aware.

The space between Megan and Daniela shifted, unspoken, a tension that wasn’t hostility but recognition.

Megan’s usual light seemed to dim fractionally, just enough that you sensed something fundamental had changed.

Daniela walked closer, gem-palms catching the lantern glow, and without speaking, her presence drew attention in a way that made words unnecessary.

It wasn’t loud, it wasn’t chaotic— it was gravitational.

You felt your chest tighten as your curiosity bloomed. She stopped a few paces from you, tilt of her head and calm confidence insisting you pay attention.

“I’ve heard stories,” Daniela said finally, voice soft but commanding, almost a song in the quiet square.

“About someone who writes everything down, someone who watches.”

You blinked, caught off guard, and only nodded. Words felt too small.

Megan’s gaze flicked to Daniela, then back to you, and the shift in the air was undeniable. Megan was still here, still protective, still steady— but something had been pulled, a current you didn’t yet understand.

You felt drawn to Daniela, as if her calm charisma created a space you couldn’t resist moving into. Megan noticed it too, subtle, measured— her eyes watching every step, every slight smile, every shift of your attention.

And for the first time, you realized that Megan wasn’t just letting you in slowly anymore— she was paying attention to what pulled you, and that attention was a gift in itself.

The night held its breath. Waves whispered, lanterns flickered, and the three of you existed in the delicate gravity of new currents— one quiet, one patient, one magnetic, each influencing the other without a word needing to be said

The lanterns flickered across the square, casting long shadows as Daniela stepped closer, each movement deliberate.

Her smile was quick, teasing, and impossibly confident, like she knew exactly the effect she had. She didn’t speak at first, just tilted her head and let the silence stretch, letting her presence wrap around you.

“I’ve heard a lot about you,” she said finally, voice warm, magnetic, carrying a lilt that made you lean in without realizing.

“All that scribbling… Are you as serious as you look, or just pretending for the island audience?”

You blinked, caught off guard by the charm in her tone. “I—uh…”

Words felt small, inadequate, and suddenly you found yourself smiling despite the flutter in your chest.

Daniela laughed— a rich, open sound that carried across the square, bold enough to make the waves hush just for a moment.

“Relax,” she said, leaning casually against the edge of a lamp post, one gem-hand catching the lantern glow.

“I like humans who can keep up with me. Or at least pretend to.”

Megan, standing a few paces back, observed quietly. Her hands were tucked into her hoodie, her posture less rigid than usual but still deliberate. She noticed the way your attention drifted, and you could feel her assessment in the small tightening around her eyes, in the subtle shift of her weight.

Daniela’s eyes sparkled, catching yours, and she smirked. “You’re interesting. I’ve been waiting for someone like you— not just a notebook, not just a pair of ears— but someone who actually notices.”

She took a step closer, closing the gap ever so slightly. “Let’s get out of the crowd,” she suggested, voice low enough that it felt like a secret. “I want to hear more about that human obsession with observing everything. Alone.”

Your pulse jumped.

The invitation was direct, impossible to ignore. Megan didn’t step forward, didn’t intervene— her presence hovered like a quiet shadow behind you, aware but restrained.

Daniela leaned in just a little, one hand brushing against the small of your back as if guiding you, yet with a teasing weightlessness that kept the tension playful.

“Come on,” she murmured, a grin tugging at her lips.

“I promise I’m more fun than the night air, and way more interesting than a bunch of lanterns.”

And just like that, the square faded, the firelight dimmed, and your attention slid, willingly, toward Daniela.

Her energy was loud, enticing, impossible to ignore— her wit sharp, her charm deliberate— and she was pulling you into her orbit with the ease of someone who knew exactly the gravity she carried.

Megan stayed just behind, quiet, her eyes never leaving the two of you, her light steady but aware of the shift.

You realized then, heart pounding, that the next chapter of this strange island life wasn’t about observation anymore. It was about participation— and Daniela, with all her allure, was dragging you in, one daring smile at a time.

The days after that dune evening stretched like a lazy tide. Megan’s presence became quieter, subtler, almost like the hum of the ocean in the background— always there, but no longer brushing against your skin or nudging you toward shared spaces.

You noticed it in the small things: a hand that used to linger when you passed now retracted, a glance that once caught you mid-thought now flicked past.

She was still around, always just at the edge of sight, and her calm patience was a tether you felt more than saw.

Daniela, on the other hand, thrived in the daylight and the lantern-lit nights alike. She claimed moments with a grin that was almost mischievous, looping her arm through yours, leaning close when she wanted to whisper something only you would hear.

“Slow down, human,” she would say, nudging you gently as you tried to linger at the market, “we don’t have time for distractions. You’re mine for this walk.”

It wasn’t possessive in a heavy, harsh way— it was playful, warm, teasing, the kind that made your chest tighten with delight rather than fear.

She’d laugh at your protests, tugging you along, eyes sparkling, gem-palms catching every glint of sunlight or lantern glow as if she were subtly marking her territory, but in a way that felt friendly, inclusive, magnetic.

You still thought of Megan often.

When the wind brushed your hair the way it used to when she was beside you, or when a quiet corner reminded you of her laughter, there was a small ache, a reminder that someone steady, patient, and grounding had once orbited closer.

But Daniela’s pull was immediate, irresistible— her orbit so wide, so bright, that it was easy to be drawn entirely into her world, even if a small part of your mind lingered with Megan.

One evening, as the sun dipped behind the cliffs and the lanterns blinked awake, Daniela steered you to the pier.

“You’re thinking about her again,” she said softly, teasing, yet firm, a gem-hand brushing lightly against your arm.

“Megan’s… fine. But you’re here with me now. Remember that.”

Her words weren’t cruel, just a friendly reminder, a claim wrapped in warmth and wit. It made you smile despite the ache in your chest, and you leaned into her pull without shame.

Megan remained in the periphery.

You caught glimpses of her— walking past with Sophia or watching from the library steps— but she never approached, never intruded.

It was a quiet retreat, one you understood even if you didn’t want it. And strangely, it made her presence even more poignant, the kind of absence that reminded you why she had mattered.

Daniela noticed your moments of distraction, and she made it clear— playfully, possessively, without malice— that your attention belonged with her now.

A joke slipped in between her teasing touches, a hand resting lightly on your shoulder to guide you through the crowd, a grin that dared anyone— or anything— to pull you away.

By the second week, Megan’s orbit had faded to whispers, to memories, to a ghost of her grounding gravity. You could feel it still, a small weight at the edges of your chest. But Daniela’s pull was constant, insistent in its warmth, playful and demanding, and it had you entirely in its thrall.

In those final days of the second month, the tension between past and present, quiet and bold, patience and friendly possession, settled into something you could navigate.

Megan was out of sight but never out of mind, a quiet memory threading through your days. Daniela, however, had you fully, claiming your laughter, your attention, your space in the most magnetic, unapologetically friendly way.

You realized that even as the tides shifted and Megan’s light receded from the forefront, it had shaped the way you moved through this new orbit, made Daniela’s pull even more vivid, even more intoxicating.

And when the month ended, it wasn’t with heartbreak or conflict— it was with the gentle, bittersweet understanding that Megan had let go just enough, and Daniela had demanded your presence fully, leaving you caught entirely in her orbit, smiling, laughing, and entirely alive in the gravity she carried.

The first morning of the third month bled slowly into the room, pale light spilling across the scattered papers at your feet. You sat cross-legged, notebooks fanned out around you like a map of everything you’d been trying to hold onto. Names scribbled in margins. Half-finished sketches. Little notes about the island that didn’t feel like they belonged to you anymore.

You were supposed to be fixing your notes, tightening the details, lining things up so they made sense. Lara. Yoonchae. Manon. Sophia. Daniela. You ticked them off in your head like a roll call.

And then—

Megan.

Your eyes fell to a corner of the pile.

A loose sheet, folded twice, its edges soft from being handled too much.

You unfolded it and there it was: the doodle.

Your attempt at Megan.

It didn’t even look like her.

The lines were clumsy, her face stiff, the eyes wrong. Nothing about it matched the real thing— not her quiet gravity, not her warmth, not the way she seemed to move without sound but still change the space around her.

It was just a sketch, nothing more, but staring at it made your chest ache.

You felt foolish.

Foolish for thinking you could trap her on paper, foolish for thinking you could hold her at all.

How could anyone draw someone like Megan?

Someone who’d never really been yours to begin with?

Your pen slid from your fingers and rolled across the floor. The page stayed in your lap, mocking you gently. It wasn’t her. It would never be her.

You sat there for a long time, listening to the faint sounds of the island— the cicadas in the trees, the waves hitting the shore— and let the quiet press in.

No Daniela laughing, no Megan sitting just out of reach. Just you, your notes, and a drawing that would never match the person it was meant to hold.

You closed your eyes, and for a heartbeat, it was like she was there again. That steady presence. That soft light. Not a sketch. Not a memory. Just a feeling.

And then it was gone.

By midweek, Megan returned.

Not the warm, patient Megan who had slowly let you in, but someone new— or someone you hadn’t really known at all.

She appeared on the pier one evening, her silhouette framed against the golden-pink wash of sunset, and for a moment, your chest tightened.

“Hey,” she said, voice neutral, careful, measured. No teasing undertone, no warmth, just… words.

“Hey,” you replied, awkwardly, as if greeting a stranger.

She didn’t glance at your notebook, didn’t nudge a driftwood log toward you, didn’t close the space between you. She simply stood there, hands tucked into her hoodie pockets, her posture straight, controlled, distant.

And yet, every once in a while, the weight of her gaze lingered a fraction too long, subtle enough that it unsettled you, but not enough to bridge the gap between you two.

You spent the week circling this strange rhythm.

When you tried to speak, she answered lightly, keeping you at arm’s length. When you moved closer, she shifted just enough to remind you that you weren’t in her orbit anymore— at least not fully.

It was like meeting her for the first time, except your memory betrayed you, reminding you of every laugh, every soft nudge, every victory shared in silence.

Even in her distance, Megan’s presence was palpable. The same quiet gravity, restrained now, watched you from afar.

And you noticed everything— the small arch of her brow when she observed you, the way her eyes flicked toward something trivial yet sharp, the subtle tension in her shoulders as if she were holding herself together by sheer will.

By the end of the week, you realized how much you had missed her— not the teasing, orbiting Megan, but this more controlled, distant version.

There was something magnetic about it too, a pull that made you ache and hesitate simultaneously. Meeting her again felt like starting over, but this time, you weren’t just curious— you were aware of every inch of space, every unspoken word, every hesitant heartbeat between you.

And somewhere in that restrained distance, you understood: Megan had returned, but only on her terms, and the tension of her restraint became its own kind of gravity.

The second week bled into a gray sky. The ocean was restless, white crests snapping under a wind that made the palms hiss.

Every sound on the island felt sharper now, like it knew what you were about to lose. You hadn’t been able to sleep; you hadn’t been able to stop thinking about her.

Every time you closed your eyes, it was Megan’s face that appeared— not the smile she used to give you but the distance she wore now like a veil.

You’d spent days trying to reach her, your hands full of apologies you never got to say. But every attempt fell flat.

You’d walk up to where she was sitting on the low sea wall, or under the eaves of the boathouse, or sketching something in the sand with her toe, and you’d start to speak— and she’d move away, like mist burned off by the sun.

No sharp words, no obvious cruelty, just an absence that grew heavier each time.

It was like you were back at the first day, before she’d ever looked at you, before she’d ever let you in.

And the panic in you was building.

You could feel the clock ticking. You weren’t going to be on this island forever.

The time you had left was slipping like water between your fingers.

You couldn’t leave her thinking you’d never wanted her.

You couldn’t leave her at all.

By the end of the week you were a wreck, walking the pier like it might give you an answer. The boards were warm under your palms. The tide hissed below.

Somewhere behind you, someone laughed— Daniela probably— but you didn’t even look.

For once you didn’t care.

All you could think about was Megan, her silence, her distance, the way she’d been watching you with that hollow look in her eyes.

You spotted her at the far end of the pier. She was standing with her back to you, hoodie hood pulled up, hair caught in the breeze. She wasn’t sketching or writing. She was just standing there, staring at the water as if it might take her away.

Your throat went dry.

“Megan,” you called softly.

No answer.

You stepped closer, heartbeat hammering. “Megan, please.”

She didn’t turn.

You moved closer still, until you could see the trembling in her shoulders.

“I—” The words choked you.

“I can’t keep—Megan, talk to me.”

She turned then, and the look on her face nearly knocked the breath from your lungs. Her eyes were wet, glassy, but her jaw was tight, her lips pressed into a hard line. The gem at her chest pulsed once, faint and pink, like an ember.

“Now you want me again?” she said. Her voice wasn’t sharp—it was raw, cracked like glass about to break.

You froze. “What?”

“After you chased Daniela?” Her voice rose on the name, trembled like she hated even saying it.

“After you let her pull you away? You—” She shook her head.

“Fuck. I thought you wanted me.”

"I thought you wanted me."

“No—” you tried, stepping forward.

“Don’t.” She backed away a step. The gem flickered again, brighter.

“Don’t lie to me. That’s what you humans do, isn’t it? Something shinier catches your eye and you chase it. You lie. You always lie.”

Her hands clenched at her sides, and you saw it— the tremor running through her arms, the way her gem’s light was starting to shake like it couldn’t hold itself together.

“Megan, please—”

“Do you not want me?” The words tore out of her, almost a scream, but softer somehow, breaking as they came.

“Tell me. Tell me now. Because I can’t—” She cut herself off, covering her mouth with a trembling hand.

The gem flared bright enough to light her fingers from within.

You were shaking too.

“I do,” you said, voice cracking.

“I do. I’ve always wanted you.”

She made a harsh, disbelieving sound. “No. No, don’t. Don’t do this. Don’t say the words you think I want to hear.”

Her eyes were wild now, and the tears spilling over only made them brighter.

“You humans— God— you see something perfect, then you see something shinier, and you—” She broke off, clutching at her chest where the gem pulsed like a heartbeat out of control.

“You leave.”

“I never left,” you said.

“Not really. Even with Daniela— I never stopped looking at you. Megan, I’ve always seen you. Even when I was stupid, even when I let time get eaten up, even when it looked like I was somewhere else— I was watching you. I never stopped.”

Her knees wavered. She sank onto the boards, clutching at herself, gem light splintering across her hoodie like cracks in glass.

“Stop,” she whispered, but there was no strength in it.

“Stop—”

You dropped down in front of her, hands out but not touching her yet.

“I can’t stop. Not now. Megan, I—” Your voice broke.

“I can’t leave without you knowing.”

She looked up at you then, eyes swimming with pain.

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

“Because I’m human,” you said, voice shaking.

“And I’m afraid. But I’ve always known it was you. Always. You’re—” You swallowed hard.

“You’re perfect. Not because you’re flawless. Because you’re you. Every imperfection you think you have, I see it and I still can’t look away. I’ve been noticing you all along, Megan. From the start.”

The gem pulsed once more, like a heartbeat matching yours, then dimmed. She folded forward until her forehead nearly touched yours, sobs breaking loose. Her hands clutched your wrists now, hard enough to hurt.

“Why—” she tried again, voice wrecked.

“Why did you let her take you away? Why did you make me think—”

“I didn’t let her take me,” you whispered.

“I was stupid. I didn’t know how to fight for you. But even then— Megan, even then— you were the one. You’re the only one. You’re everything I want.”

She let out a noise that was half sob, half laugh, the sound of someone finally shattering. Her gem flickered again but this time steadier, like it was syncing to your voice.

You reached for her then, slowly, and she didn’t pull away. She collapsed into you instead, shoulders heaving, hands still shaking, tears wetting your shirt. The gem’s light pulsed between you like a heartbeat.

You held her, whispering the words you hadn’t been able to say for weeks, for months, the words that had been clawing at your ribs:

“I wanted you. I want you. I’ve always wanted you.”

Her sobs quieted but didn’t stop.

“You’re so stupid,” she whispered back, voice hoarse.

“You’re so—”

“I know,” you said.

“I know.”

She pressed her forehead against your collarbone, eyes squeezed shut.

“I wanted you too,” she said, so soft you barely heard it.

The wind moved around you, lifting the salt smell off the water, brushing your hair against hers. The pier creaked.

Somewhere far away the others were laughing, but here there was just this— the crash of what you’d both been carrying, the rawness of it, the flicker of her gem against your skin, the taste of salt and relief and something like worship in your throat.

You kept whispering, words spilling out like prayer: how you’d noticed her laugh in the mornings, how you’d noticed the way her hands shaped the sand, how you’d noticed the cracks she tried to hide and how they made her whole.

Not as a script, not as a plea, but as a truth you’d been holding too long.

Her body gradually stopped shaking. The gem light dimmed to a soft glow. She was still crying, but the tears were quiet now, almost calm. She stayed pressed against you, as if she could feel the words in your chest instead of just hearing them.

You stayed like that, on the pier, while the tide came in and the light changed around you. Nothing fixed, nothing solved, but the distance burned away at last.

—☆

The morning after the pier felt like a different island.

The air was still heavy with salt, the palms still hissed in the wind, but something had shifted between you and Megan.

She wasn’t soft, not yet.

She wasn’t warm.

But she’d stopped running.

She came to breakfast late, hood down, hair loose and tangled from the sea air.

Her eyes were rimmed red, but when you said “morning,” she nodded.

It was nothing, a fraction of a nod— but it was more than you’d had for weeks.

You didn’t push. You let her sit across from you, tearing bread into small pieces without eating it. Her gem sat quiet under her shirt, not glowing, not flickering, just there.

Later that day you found her near the waterline, fixing a net. The sun had burned the sky to white, and her shadow lay long across the sand. She didn’t look up when you sat next to her, but she didn’t move away either.

“I don’t know what to do with you,” she said finally, threading twine through her fingers.

“I’m still… angry.”

“I know,” you said.

“I’m still scared.”

Her mouth twitched, but she didn’t look up. “You’re a mess.”

“You’re still here,” you said softly.

That earned you a glance— quick, but there. Her gem flickered once, faint pink.

The days blurred, salt and wind and long silences. You learned her new edges: how she’d stand with her back to you but leave space for you to stand beside her. How she’d sit at the edge of the dock but not shift away when you joined her. How her gem glowed faintly when you spoke, like it was listening even if she didn’t answer.

At night you’d sit outside your hut, notebook open, and she’d pass by on her way back from the shore. Sometimes she’d pause, just for a heartbeat.

Once she stopped long enough to say, “Write about something real this time.”

Then she walked on.

You did.

You wrote about her.

About the way she wrapped her hoodie strings around her fingers. About the cracks in her voice when she thought nobody was listening. About the way her gem, no matter how broken it had looked that night, still pulsed steady now.

On the fourth evening she handed you a shell— just held it out, eyes down.

“Found it,” she said.

“Looks like one you’d like.”

It wasn’t much.

It was everything.

On the sixth day you were sitting on the sand, knees drawn up, scribbling in your notebook when she crouched next to you.

“You draw like shit,” she said, glancing at the paper.

“I know,” you said.

“I was trying to draw you.”

Her lips pressed together. “Don’t.”

“Why not?”

“Because you can’t,” she said quietly.

“And I hate the way you look at me when you try.”

“I’m not looking at you like an object,” you said.

“I’m looking at you like you’re… you.”

Her gem flickered faintly. She stood up again without answering.

By the second week, the island felt different. The tension hadn’t vanished, but it had thinned, replaced by something tentative, like the first breath after a storm.

You spent most evenings on the pier together. Sometimes she spoke, sometimes she didn’t. You never pushed.

One night she asked, “Why me? Still?”

You didn’t have to think. “Because even when I was stupid, even when it looked like I was somewhere else, you’re the one I kept noticing.”

She laughed once, a dry, broken sound. “You’re bad at lying.”

“I’m bad at everything except wanting you,” you said quietly.

Her gem glowed faintly at that, a soft pulse under her hoodie. She turned her face away, but she didn’t move.

The days kept shrinking. Each sunrise felt sharper. Each night you stayed on the pier a little longer.

She started to mirror you without realizing it— crossing her arms the same way you did, sitting with her feet dangling at the same angle. Sometimes you caught her watching you when she thought you weren’t looking.

Once, on the thirteenth day, she whispered, “I don’t know how to forgive you.”

You answered, “I’m not asking you to. I just wanted you to know.”

She didn’t reply.

But her hand brushed yours on the board between you, and this time she didn’t pull away. Her gem glowed faintly pink, like a heartbeat.

You stayed there, the sea hissing beneath the pier, the whole island holding its breath. You knew there was still one more day.

You knew the end was coming.

But for now, she was next to you.

And she stayed.

The morning of the last day was gray and salt-heavy.

The sea was restless but quiet, like it knew it was about to take something from you both. Bags were stacked, the boat’s horn low and echoing, everyone else already gathered by the dock. It felt like the island itself was holding its breath.

You saw Megan apart from the others, at the edge where wet sand met water. She wasn’t waving or calling out; she was staring down at the tide lapping over her shoes, fingers twisting the edge of her hoodie like she was trying to hold herself together.

You walked to her, each step heavy. She looked up as you stopped in front of her, eyes rimmed red but defiant.

“So you’ll go?” she asked. Her voice was soft, but it landed like a stone in your chest.

“I have to,” you managed, your throat tight.

“For now.”

Her fingers trembled on her hoodie. “And you’ll come back?”

You took a step closer.

“Yes,” you said quietly.

“For you.”

Her jaw quivered.

She blinked hard and a tear escaped, rolling down her cheek before she could wipe it away.

“Don’t,” she whispered.

“Don’t come back if you don’t still want me. Don’t stand here and make me think I was enough, and then step off that boat with eyes for someone else. I can’t survive that. I can’t.”

Her voice broke on the last word.

You reached for her hands.

She didn’t pull away.

They were cold and damp in yours, trembling. “I won’t,” you said.

“Megan, look at me.”

She did. Her eyes shone, wet and wide and terrified.

“I’ve wanted you from the start,” you said, voice cracking.

“And I’ll still want you when I come back. I don’t care how far I go. It’s you.”

Her breath hitched. She stared at you like she was memorizing you.

“Say it,” she whispered, broken.

“Say you want me. Only me.”

You stepped in until your forehead rested against hers. The wind caught her hair and tangled it with yours.

“I want you,” you said, every word trembling.

“Only you. I’ve wanted only you. I’ll come back because it’s you I’m coming back for.”

She choked on a sob then, the first sound she couldn’t swallow. Her hands slid up your arms, then around your neck, and suddenly she was clinging to you, her face pressed into your shoulder. You felt her shoulders shake, felt her gem pulse warm and frantic between you like a heartbeat.

“I don’t want to lose you,” she whispered against your neck, voice shaking.

“I don’t want to—” She broke off with another sob.

“If you’re lying…”

“I’m not,” you whispered back.

“I swear. Even if the whole world changes while I’m gone, I’ll still be looking for you. I’ll still see you.”

She held you tighter for a long heartbeat, breath hitching against your skin.

Then she pulled back just enough to look at you, tears streaming down her cheeks.

“Okay,” she breathed, raw and small.

“Then I’ll wait. But come back wanting me. Don’t come back at all if you don’t.”

“I’ll come back wanting you,” you said, your hands on either side of her face, thumbs brushing her tears.

“I’ll come back.”

Her gem glowed faint pink now, warm through her hoodie, as if it was answering for her. She sniffled and tried to smile, but her hands were still gripping your wrists like she couldn’t let go.

For a heartbeat you both just stayed there, the world around you blurring to salt and air and the sound of her shaky breathing.

When you finally stepped back, her hands slid down your arms until your fingers slipped apart. She didn’t wave. She pressed her palm to her chest instead, eyes locked on yours, and mouthed one last thing across the water as you walked toward the boat:

I’ll be here.

And you knew she meant it.

So you mouthed back to her:

I want you.

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