I’ld like to tag hobangjae as well,for being considerate and my listening ear.
keyeomi,for being the best first shawol friend i could have made on tumblr and go to concerts with.
shynism for being the awesome overseas shawol who is blessed with so many concerts being available in her country.
jonghyonew,theonewtheory,ontokkied,temint,jinki-bunny,thatfreckleboy,givegladtidingstothestrangers, for being such awesome friends and listening ears , love you guys<3 sorry for the lack of contact recently>:
theonewtheory replied to your post: If I met you I'd hug the life out of you and never let gooo
what happened? D: are you okay now?
i just saw my class photo and school portraits for the first time yesterday.. and it just made my self-esteem go totally down
bc i'm not beautiful or at least pretty. there so many negative things i can find about myself and my face and body, and it's dragging me down.
but also bc i'm starting to feel really lonely again. i don't have any friends at all. and my contact person decided to ask me today if there was something i should this weekend, and when i said no, she told me that i should really start going out some more (she meant parties) and see some people and get friends. but that's kinda difficult when i never get invited to that kind of stuff( 'cause no friends).
And also yesterday she rubbed salt in the wound, and told me how good it would be for me to get a boyfriend. and i just said in my thoughts that i'll never get a boyfriend bc i'm ugly and obnoxious(which is true).
and now i just wish that i was born beautiful or at least pretty. also i'm fat and has scars all over my body, and i just can't see how anyone could ever love that. I'm so afraid of ending up alone, and it has made me think of doing self-harm and what not, just so i wouldn't hurt anymore inside.
there's also this boy from my class that once talked alot to me, but i think it was out pity, bc as soon he got a girlfriend at the school, i was left alone by myself again.
and omg i'm so sorry this became some sort of long and sad rant orz
• Answer the questions of the person who tagged you and write 10 new ones.
• Tag 10 new people and link them to the post.
• Let them know you’ve tagged them.
What’s your favorite memory?
i really don't know. i don't really have a lot of... fond memories.
Would you rather have lots of casual friends, or a couple of truly best friends?
truly best friends.
What’s your favorite animal?
turtleducks. if they were real. no um. idk i'm not an animal person.
If you could be doing anything else at this very moment, what would you be doing?
goddamn it dylan you ask really hard questions. idk. watching s2 of korra rn... on an airplane... flying to... hong kong... yeah.
Do you like sweet tea or bitter tea?
i wish i liked tea, period.
What’s your favorite movie?
pj hogan's peter pan (broke my fucking heart man)
Favorite book that you had to read for school?
and then there were none. i didn't even know i liked mysteries. actually a lot of the books we read in 8th grade were pretty cool--like drums, girls, and dangerous pie. but and then there were none was my favorite.
What’s a song you’ve been listening to a lot lately?
prom song by lana del rey--discovered whilst scouring the "eleanor and park" tag on 8tracks
New York or LA?
new york. la is too... ugh.
Favorite Disney movie?
lilo and stitch
NEW QUESTIONS
What was your first ever OTP?
The last book you read?
What would you name your first born child?
How many continents have you been to? Which ones?
Favorite children's book series? (like magic tree house and junie b. jones and all that)
Do you own a rice cooker?
What's the best compliment you've ever received?
What's the worst thing you've ever been called?
Why are you on tumblr?
What's your credit card number? jk um, any plans for the summer?
TAG, you’re it! The rules are to state ten random facts about yourself. Then send this to the fifteen nicest people on tumblr.
Okies, here goes. Sorry for taking so long. Was in London. :) I'll try to be as random as possible, promise!(1) I absolutely love strawberry/banana smoothies and it may or may not be the nickname ttinycourageous gives me, banana that is. :) There's a different story behind that though. :D(2) I celebrate my birthday on the official nerd day, which also happens to be towel day. Couldn't have been born on a more appropriate day than the 25th of May. That rhymes. XD(3) I studied film and managed to work for The Fifth Estate while they were shooting in Belgium. For a very very short time, but still... It was a memorable experience.(4) My mother's boyfriend has a labrador called 'Yoda'. World's silliest and craziest dog. :)(5) Currently in love with Bryan Fuller's Hannibal. Everyone should watch it. It's visually stunning.(6) I really don't like newspapers. The paper they're made out of mostly and the smell. I literally get terribly nauseated when there's too many of them on the tube for instance. How's that for weird and random?(7) I think too much and sometimes I just want to shut it off.(8) While I don't really believe in horoscopes and reading them on a weekly/monthly basis, I really am a textbook Gemini for the most part.(9) I'm a gamer. Not a closet one, I just don't know that many people to share this part of me with.(10) The sun hates me. I might be a vampire. XD
TAG, you’re it! The rules are to state ten random facts about yourself. Then send this to the fifteen nicest people on tumblr.
Oh, I like those kind of stuff!! Thankya for sending me this!! \(ㅇㅂㅇ)/
So random facts about me…
I am a fanatical Ramen lover
Since I was a child I always had a strange chemical with asia
My hair is my treasure, I really love god for being kind to me in this part.
Singing is my passion, I like it more than Chicken Ramen, but I cant really sing, so would like one day to put effort into it and learn to sing like a real singer! (it’s one of my goals to be honest)
I have an unconditional love for animals, I defend animals no matter what the circumstance is, because they are pure, because they are everything! As pets, dogs will be eternally like angels sent by God to change the heart of a person and even a family. So I love having them at home and I will always have a dog by my side.
I love the vintage style or unique, as well as key…he always inspires me to create my new looks and style of clothing.
No matter how old I am, I will be forever a child. I feel young, I am young and I think I will forever stay like that.
I want to learn how to dance, because if there’s something I’m terrible, really terrible is dance
I can never study for myself, I just could never study alone, I think it is a problem, but I cant really study for nothing. So if I know anything in this life is because of my love for music, drama and indifferent subjects on the internet. English for example I learned because of Kpop while watching drama, but I’ve been always wanting to learn this language, so it helped alot.
I am shy, really shy…but once I get the chance to make a friend I will be faithful and very jealous.
