#theoreticalmetaphysics

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At dahil ikaw ay nagmamasters, ang hatol sayo ay •. :D

You inspire me.

wow. ikaw din soon. yess. :DD salamat. 

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Makabagdamdamin na yan ah.

haha. oi. matulog nalang ako. :) 

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Oo. Or yung parang general direction ng research path mo. Prepared na, sana tanggapin na lang nila :D

haha. meron ako prep nun (pero binahagi lng din ng ka work ko) kaso di ko na push. tamad so mch. galing mo po. henyo ka siguro talaga. :DDD

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Ung recommendation letter na lang. Parang di ko alam kung kanino ipapa-fill-up haha

edi jan nalang sa mga boss mo. haha. 

meron din ako nun eh tlganag dinayo ko pa sa UP diba pwd naman iDL ata. feelingera ako eh. hahaha. kaso un nagkatamadan dun sa ‘research proposal” dba may ganun. parang brief na research idea mo kung sakali, tama ba? 

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Pag-ibig pa rin ang mas nakakatakot. Chos. Hahahaha

akin pa din ba to? parang kanina thesis ah? haha. anu ba mga kausap ko ngayon. haha. pero kung para sa akin to, eto lng masasabi ko. WALA NA AKONG KINAKATAKUTAN SA PAG IBIG. CHOS100X!

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Confession #498: Hinahanggaan ko po si theoreticalmetaphysics. Ang bait at ang galing niya gumawa ng mga essays. Sana hindi siya tumigil sa pag sulat. :)

-Pabebe (Sumusuki na ako dito ah. Hahaha. Last na to, promise.)

[wintermelodia]

Echoes from the Past

I would have given anything to stop the clock, or maybe turn it back, just to let us live it all once more. But fore seasons pass with our without our consent, and I knew in my heart we could not stay together, forever. We’re caught up in something bigger and more beautiful that I had ever known and experience in this world, but this cannot last for a lifetime.

Before I had met you, I have done something. Something awful, but I am not regretting it for it has saved my mother's life. I have lost my virginity that night but it's still the night when my mother life's lengthen. I feel dirtied and unworthy but I have hidden it inside of me, there are nights, that's I wake up crying and feeling the same pain I have felt that night, still I kept it to myself.

The day I met you, is the day I ever felt worthy and loved, again. There was beauty, innocence, excitement and love in those days we had shared together. Moments I wished could last forever. And those blissful memories are only the things I could hold on to.

Months after that blissful meeting, and exactly five months after that night. Signs and symptoms of it started to show and in that moment I have known, I will lose you, too. I am breaking into the idea of that this is just the way things are.

"I'm dying, Jae"

I whispered as I write my parting letter. I was nearly choking myself while I was fighting the tears back. You may say I am a coward, but I couldn't say these things in front of you Jae. So I have chosen the easiest escape I know, leave you behind without saying it in front of your face. I know you'll be ad at me, you have every right to be. Be mad at me, but please know this what I knew that is the best for the both of us. I'm so sorry Jae, I don't have the guts to tell you this.

I know if I'll ask you to stay you would, and don't want to be selfish, you have so much to offer and I don't want to hold you back. You deserve someone much much more than me, someone who's not dirtied and pure and as much I wanted to be that someone, but I can't. And I can't stay with you anymore. Maybe in another lifetime, till we meet again.

I love you for always, Jae. I really do.

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Hi. :D uhm, would it be possible to writing prompt you? :) no pressure, though.

Wow. Of course, go ahead :> I’ll do what I could, but I can’t promise for it to be that good, for it usually depends on my mood. Hahahahaha