#therapy stuff.

[pinksuspendersjesse]

Totally not just posting random stuff bc I feel like an actual idiot for thinking I had a shot with him. Like why would he ever want me. I’m just some failure that’s only made it as far as I did just because of sheer luck.

[pinksuspendersjesse]

you ever stare at your ceiling at 2am and question what ever happened to make me feel like I’ll never be enough?

[pinksuspendersjesse]

Mistakes were made and I am curled up on my floor questioning my existence.

[pinksuspendersjesse]

I don’t wanna talk about what happened at group therapy.

[pinksuspendersjesse]

Y’all know the feeling when you inhale wrong and you feel your rib cage shift? It hurts a lot more than it should.

[pinksuspendersjesse]

sooo.. intro, I guess?

Hi I’m Jesse, a member of the order of the stone :P

My anon sign off is -🍰

things abt me:

transmasculine & pansexual

He/they (I haven’t rlly looked into neopronouns much, but I’m open to suggestions.

IMPORTANT TAGS TO NOTE!

#pink suspenders jesse

Is my usual silly goofy stuff!

#therapy stuff

Is more serious and less like my usual posts

#lukas takeover

Was when I was basically dieing and he took care of me. Any posts where he talks he signs off with -🏹

[pinksuspendersjesse]

so.. I don’t feel like typing a lot right now, but to put it simply.

I trauma dumped for at least a quarter of the session. And the therapist was completely mortified hearing everything. I’m pretty sure they were contemplating whether or not to send me to the mental hospital.

So yeah. There’s the answer for all the people asking.

[pinksuspendersjesse]

🔫

what happened in group therapy, jesse

…can you at least get the gun out of my face?