Therefore 101
Therefore, you can fool yourself but you cannot lie from your friends.
it's an amazing-and-fooling-at-the-same-time feeling. I had an expressible-in-words experience days ago and consulted my friends; the funny thing is they concluded the same thought--that my problem is not accepting that that thing is back.
why is it people tend to fool themselves? is it really a help? or they just let themselves left in the same cold place, burned?
why is it your friends know even the things you, yourself, doesn't know or at least admit to your own self? is it really their talent? or you're just that obvious? either way, they're your friends willing to punch you if needed, etc.
In the end, it is still you, being yourself will be the simplest formula. Complex problems derived from basic concepts. so wear your smile, enjoy every moment with your friends and with him and let it be.