#thestephvee

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There's a possibility that I may be carrying the next Jesus

I've been feeling extremely ill lately. I seriously feel like I'm high all the time. I get tired and dizzy easily. I get cold sweats and hot flashes throughout the day. I've lost like over 10 pounds in like a week and a half. This has been going on for about three weeks now so I tell Len about it and she comes to conclusion that I'm pregnant and gives me the most serious look I have ever seen on her (extremely rare). Then she asks me when was the last time I had sex to which I replied with about more than three years ago. To wrap this up, she said that I'm basically a virgin again and that I'm not pregnant; there's probably a chance that I'm dying.

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I don't like packing because I always feel like I'm forgetting something.

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I was walking into my bedroom when my sister told me that Robin Williams had died from an apparent suicide. At first, I thought she was joking. I then asked her where exactly did she learn that information from to which she replied with Facebook and that's when I almost sighed with relief thinking it was just another hoax like the one where they said Jackie Chan had died; except it wasn't. I logged on here and my dash was full of posts from some of his most famous roles, and that's when it hit me. The world lost a truly bright and genuine soul today. The first thought that came flashing to my mind when the fact that he's now dead sunk in was:I sure hope he took advantage of all the years he lived on this earth. Too often people forget about how short the time we are lent really is. And about how people only truly care when it's simply too late. We need to learn to love more, give more, care more, and listen more. Rest in love, Robin. I'm sorry I never got to meet you and listen to at least one of your wise and ridiculously funny words in person.

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Exhausted would be an understatement right now.

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All these pictures from Johanna and Dan's wedding... I just I was nOT PREPARED FOR THIS UGH

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I can't believe I was so excited about going to church today; I hadn't felt this way in an extremely long time. I got to sing onstage again and can now proudly and officially say that I'm vice president of the worship group again! *cue the screaming/freaking out* It was such an immense feeling and the never ending joy I instantly felt was seriously life changing. To be able to go up there and just sing my heart, soul, and spirit out is just something indescribable and simply amazing. I feel like I could do this forever; I seriously could sing of His love forever. I know I've gotten too cheesy, even for me, so I'm just going to end this by letting you know that I'll be in charge of leading worship next Sunday and at first, I was terrified, but now I'm so stoked! I can't wait!

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Sometimes I feel like starting up a 1D blog, but then I actually think it through and it's like wow that would take an awful lot of work and dedication. So nah. I still love and support them though.

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Shoutout to those anons who actually cared about my absence. Y'all are the bestest.