Jul 13, 2022
Time and again, I feel so much these days. I literally live and feel in extremes. It is not the best way to be, let me tell you.
I'm so happy for a thing, and the tiniest probe gets my hormones worked up, and me, crying. Being so vulnerable only makes you worried, because even when you feel nice, your mind is calculating the odds of you turning sad in seconds, by making up malicious scenarios in your head.
There is joy, and I'm really grateful for the friends I've made, the relationships I've saved by apologising when I knew I was wrong, and also for the new connections I've made this month.
Honestly, July smells of goodness to me!
