Dear Best Friend,
I want you to know, first and foremost, that I love you. This may sound so cheese…but hey Idc. Hahahahahaha! Hindi mo ikakamatay ang kacheesy-han ko. You’ll just die inside. Whatever. I may not telling this to you on a daily basis, but i really do love you. I am not saying this to you just because I feel like I have to, but it’s to remind you. Remind you that you are so important to me (Honestly, last February 19 ko pa to’ nacompose bc of hangover and lack of sleep lol).
You have gone through so much in your life. And you have come through it alive. And just recently, you told me that you’re promoted. Lol idk the right term for that pero…I want you to know how proud I am of you for that and all you have made it through in your life. I always believe in you. I mean, ang dami mo ng pinagdaaanan. People come into your life to make fun of you or to break your trust and you have had far too many bad experiences. I know it’s not easy. But i also know na hindi ka basta basta mapapabagsak ng mundo. You are a strong woman with a soft side of soul. You are the hardest fighter I know. Alam kong kaya mo. Hindi ko sinasabi to’ to please you or to make you feel okay. You have to believe. Alam mo naman yun eh. Iniisip mo bakit ikaw? Or napepressure ka kasi another big task na naman to for you. Hey, you can get through with all of this. I just wish you saw yourself the way i saw you. Whatever. If the world walks out on you, if it lets you down, if it betrays you, if it’s just shit, I will be there. I am never going anywhere, got it? I will always be here for you. And knows that our bond is unbreakable. And I will support your happiness always, as long as you are truly happy. Okay?
I know that this friendship you have with me is not an easy task. I can be loud and obnoxious and annoying. I can wear my emotions on my crop top too much, or hold them down and hide them away. I can be needy, but I can always go days just needing space. I make mistakes - pretty big ones - and I’m not perfect. I am insecure, and that requires you to have to constantly remind me that i can be what i want me to be when i am with you, that i don’t have to filter myself. You don’t judge me for my music taste, or my weird habits, or the weird things I tend to eat. You don’t judge me for the craziness, or my random singing, or the fact that I’m a complete mess. When something happens in my life, the first thing that I want to do is pick up the phone and tell you. It doesn’t even matter what that thing is. Ugh so drama.
But hey, i know i will never be able to repay you for the countless hours you have spent listening to my dramas, complain, hanash what-so-ever and for the laughter, for taking hundred or thousand plus photos with me, and for the never ending kwentos over coffee, alak, kwek-kwek and isaw. I can never thank you enough for all the times you made me laugh through good times and bad, and for just being there, sitting and drinking with me (sounds familiar yung line? Lol) Anyway, Thank you. Thank you for everything.
I hope you know that ur so important to me. And i thank God for having you as my sister.. You have touched countless hearts. Your spirit in contagious and your laugh is infectious. Your heart is gold. You’re probably the best person I’ve ever met in my life. You have a kind soul, an old soul and a loving one. Thank you for being in my life. Thank you for saving me. (Just like him to me). Thank you for loving me. Thank you for being my friend. You mean more to me than you will ever, ever know.
