#thethoughtsyounevershared

[thethoughtsyounnevershared]

I wanna be the reason why you look forward to tomorrow. I wanna be the one who makes saying goodbye hard. I wanna be the one who makes you forget that anyone ever hurt you. I wanna be the one who makes you feel wanted. I want to be the story you tell your friends. I wanna be your favorite place to go to. most of all, I wanna be yours.

[thethoughtsyounnevershared]

It was only once that I found you in my heart, but once was all I needed for you to stay there. Some memories will never leave my mind, just like your smile will never not make my day brighter. All I ever needed was you.

— N.A.P.

[thethoughtsyounnevershared]

You talk about how guys don’t remember things after breakups. How they forget what it feels like to have someone like you in their life. The first date, the first kiss, that vacation you took together, the first time you said I love you. But the truth is, they never forget, they just act like they do, like there’s no remnants of you in their life. That time that they bring their new girl to that restaurant you two would always go to, he remembers, and there’s a hidden knife cutting into him, reminding him that you’re there. Each time that he passes through your neighborhood, even if he doesn’t see your house, he remembers those car rides that you two would take driving around talking, laughing, enjoying each other’s company. You think I don’t remember? I remember every single date we went on, and it pains me cause you’ll always think I never cared enough to think about you, but the truth is, you’ve never left my mind, even if you’ve left my life.

— N.A.P.

[thethoughtsyounnevershared]

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I had found solace in looking for the one. There were always girls who had intrigued me, smart ones, athletic ones, beautiful ones, funny ones, adventurous ones, even at times quiet ones. All unique in their own way with things I fell for. And then I met you. You were like no one else I had ever met, and it blew my mind how much of you I fell in love with. There was nothing I had to offer in return for all the wonderful parts of you, and yet here you were, loving me back. There’s so much more to you than meets the eye, but from all I’ve seen, I can’t imagine there’s anything bad to you.

[thethoughtsyounnevershared]

Each girl you dated changed you. The first one taught you what intimacy was. The second one taught you what being cheated on felt like. The third one taught you that long distance relationships wouldn't work. The fourth taught you that you need to take your time and not rush things. The fifth taught you to have patience. By the time you reached the sixth, you were everything she wanted, but you had lost yourself. So you taught her to never change herself, and you loved her more than yourself.

N.A.P.

[thethoughtsyounnevershared]

All these sleepless nights I kept thinking were for nothing, then I found you. I never knew what peace and solace felt like until I had you laying in my arms. Now it is your heartbeat that helps me fall asleep, instead of the exhaustion from the loneliness from my soul.

N.A.P.

[thethoughtsyounnevershared]

Growing up all you heard about was how you shouldn't break girls hearts, but no one told you that girls break hearts too.

N.A.P.

[thethoughtsyounnevershared]

Hope is a weird thing, as soon as you see even a shimmer of light, your whole body turns to positivity and happiness becomes an option again. Hope is the only thing that drags you out from depression, cause without that light, how are you supposed to come back from something so dark?

N.A.P.