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@thethoughtsyounnevershared
I still look up occasionally from my work to wonder if you’ll be entering the front door. Hoping that one day you’ll be back smiling and happy and alive again. I know it’s way too late, and you’ll never be able to hear this, but I’m happy that I got to be a part of your life and I’m sorry that I didn’t stay a part of it. I never meant to have brought you to the dark and not show you the way to the light. I miss you.
— N.A.P.
I wanna be the reason why you look forward to tomorrow. I wanna be the one who makes saying goodbye hard. I wanna be the one who makes you forget that anyone ever hurt you. I wanna be the one who makes you feel wanted. I want to be the story you tell your friends. I wanna be your favorite place to go to. most of all, I wanna be yours.
It was only once that I found you in my heart, but once was all I needed for you to stay there. Some memories will never leave my mind, just like your smile will never not make my day brighter. All I ever needed was you.
— N.A.P.
“Each girl you dated changed you. The first one taught you what intimacy was. The second one taught you what being cheated on felt like. The third one taught you that long distance relationships wouldn’t work. The fourth taught you that you need to take your time and not rush things. The fifth taught you to have patience. By the time you reached the sixth, you were everything she wanted, but you had lost yourself. So you taught her to never change herself, and you loved her more than yourself.”
— N.A.P.
You talk about how guys don’t remember things after breakups. How they forget what it feels like to have someone like you in their life. The first date, the first kiss, that vacation you took together, the first time you said I love you. But the truth is, they never forget, they just act like they do, like there’s no remnants of you in their life. That time that they bring their new girl to that restaurant you two would always go to, he remembers, and there’s a hidden knife cutting into him, reminding him that you’re there. Each time that he passes through your neighborhood, even if he doesn’t see your house, he remembers those car rides that you two would take driving around talking, laughing, enjoying each other’s company. You think I don’t remember? I remember every single date we went on, and it pains me cause you’ll always think I never cared enough to think about you, but the truth is, you’ve never left my mind, even if you’ve left my life.
— N.A.P.
I wonder what it feels like to have the voices in your head silenced. Instead of a hundred voices tearing at all your insecurities, just one voice remains, that of the one that you love. The one that soothes all your pain and quells all your fear. The one that calms all your worries and suppresses all you self doubt. All I need is her voice to be myself again.
If love was so easy, then why is it that after trying to love so many partners, none of them were the ones to love me back? More parts of my heart have been taken away, and I hope that whoever comes into my life has the right tools to fix it.
-N.A.P.
You walk with such purpose that I wonder if I could ever be the one to match it. If I’d ever be able to see what drives you and have something or someone equally drive me. Maybe you’re just the inspiration I’m looking for, the piece of me that’s missing.
It’s been months since I last saw you but the grip you have on my heart still won’t disappear. I can’t fathom the change that you brought to my soul, for before I was so comfortable and set and now I’ve never been so uneasy. You make me wonder if I’ll ever be able to find someone as worth my time as you were. It’ll never be the same and I’ll never forgive myself for letting you be the one that got away.
—N.A.P.
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I had found solace in looking for the one. There were always girls who had intrigued me, smart ones, athletic ones, beautiful ones, funny ones, adventurous ones, even at times quiet ones. All unique in their own way with things I fell for. And then I met you. You were like no one else I had ever met, and it blew my mind how much of you I fell in love with. There was nothing I had to offer in return for all the wonderful parts of you, and yet here you were, loving me back. There’s so much more to you than meets the eye, but from all I’ve seen, I can’t imagine there’s anything bad to you.
Being cheated on isn't a feeling that disappears. Its not a feeling that goes away when you find someone new. Eight years later, I'm still having problems trusting partners. I'm still wondering what it was about me that wasn't worth your time. I've been looking everywhere under my skin to see the reasons that I wasn't good enough. And no amount of comfort from anyone else will ever give me that reassurance that I'm good enough for them. You broke a part of me that no one will ever be able to fix. Not even me.
N.A.P.
You talk about how guys don’t remember things after breakups. How they forget what it feels like to have someone like you in their life. The first date, the first kiss, that vacation you took together, the first time you said I love you. But the truth is, they never forget, they just act like they do, like there’s no remnants of you in their life. That time that they bring their new girl to that restaurant you two would always go to, he remembers, and there’s a hidden knife cutting into him, reminding him that you’re there. Each time that he passes through your neighborhood, even if he doesn’t see your house, he remembers those car rides that you two would take driving around talking, laughing, enjoying each other’s company. You think I don’t remember? I remember every single date we went on, and it pains me cause you’ll always think I never cared enough to think about you, but the truth is, you’ve never left my mind, even if you’ve left my life.
N.A.P.
You came in too quick and took me by surprise. You overwhelmed me with the amount of passion you had and directed it my way. Never in my life had I questioned emotions in this way, for I had always received too little, but now I have received too much. Turning you down was the only way to save us both
— N.A.P.
It was only for a moment, but that hint of flavor I knew wouldn't last. You were a good time, but not a long time.
N.A.P.
I try not to think about you while I’m awake, and finally, when I’m able to fall asleep, there you are to greet me in my dreams. In the one area I can’t control, you still show up and remind me how unforgettable you are.
-N.A.P.
Please, just tell me where I went wrong, so that I’ll never lose someone like you again. It is my only regret, not knowing how we could have avoided creating this see through wall. We look in each other’s eyes with such sadness, unable to exchange words.
— N.A.P.
If only we talked again
The looks you give me cut at my soul like a thousand little pieces of paper, only cutting a little at a time, but each more painful than the last. You said we were never more than friends, but why do your looks tell me otherwise?
— N.A.P.