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it has come to my attention that my blog is absurdly random.
i'll reblog porn, any one of my fandoms, food, animals, life hacks, sad stories, funny pics, random gifs, music.... all within a 10 minute span.
my tumblr is special. like a snowflake. -_-
The thing about winter is that for me, as much as I do look forward to my birthday and the holidays (Christmas is my favorite holiday) and I really actually do think winter is beautiful but for me, this is when for some reason I start to... wilt. Is that the right word? Songs begin to mean different things to me, I start to feel more alone, more dark, more sad. It's so much easier for me to lose myself in my sadness during these snowy months and I'm not sure what it is... is it that the trees seem dead? is the silence of the snow that leaves me alone with my too many thoughts? I'm more dormant in the winter so that leaves me time to think and think and overthink and let my feelings get the best of me- let my sadness get the best of me. I can already feel myself growing quieter, retreating into my warm, dark cocoon. I'm not really complaining or begging for your help, it's just something that I've noticed very recently- that it's in the winter that I start to hate myself and feel worse and worse and the sadness can be overwhelming. And I'm usually okay. But there are/will be some days when it will be too much and I'll do something. Because writing my feelings down in a book wont be much help. And then the next day the sadness will just be a small pulsating shadow attached to my back until it builds back up again. and its like a little cycle that will keep going until the snow starts to melt and I can leave the house without a jacket and the sun will start to warm my thoughts again.
have you seen it? have you seen my post? are you proud of me? or are you (quite possibly) creeped out? because i love it. i think it's great. and i got to use the "link" feature... which i learned tonight. :D
YES I ADORE IT YOU BEAUTIFUL GIRL!!!!
