5 and 9 for the End Of Year Fic-Writer ask meme please <3
Oh boy! Thanks for indulging me and doing this meme!
5. Which of your fics do you wish was more successful?
Honestly, given how few (well, for me) fics I actually posted this year (six, and also one fanmix) I have to say I'm pretty happy with the reception all of them have gotten. I feel like if I'm not posting fic, people will forget about me -- and maybe that's not rational, sure, but in fandom where people like to Make Creative Stuff, sometimes it's hard to feel like you have something to offer to others if you're not turning up with, IDK, a new fic every month. So honestly I'm just glad people are reading them and liking them, and my old fic as well, even though I'm not currently posting anything.
(The amount of unposted Steve/Tony fic I am currently sitting on is now probably about 400,000 to 500,000 words. It's not all ready to go, and some of it I'm sitting on for various holiday exchange things and other gifts, but there's probably about that much of it. I know, it's a little ridiculous.)
9. If you could go back and change something about one of the fics you wrote this year, what would it be?
I'm starting to feel like some of my longer fic is... overwritten, stylistically. So I'm sort of torn between "I know if I were writing professionally people would tell me to cut that out and they'd be right" and "this is fandom and writing fanfiction makes me happy and fanfiction is probably one of the few genres where I can show up and be like 'this chapter is 30,000 words and consists of two characters in one room having a conversation' and there will be at least a few people who will be like 'yes, please, give me that.'" So there's... a balance there but at this point I'm just like "whatever, I'm having fun."
(Meme questions are here if anyone has any more.)















