I don't feel okay
so, I'm sure I'm the last one to the party when it comes to knowing about this shit, but I feel like I need to talk about it, anyway. while googling porn (yes, I do that, I'm sure you do, too. let's move on) today I stumbled across a site called theync.com. I watched a few videos on it, and it seemed okay, at first. and then actually looked up at the top bar of the actual site, and now I'm feeling pretty disturbed. I tried to shake it off and just for porn somewhere else, but I still don't feel okay. the top bar listed links to things like "female suicides" and other things that I don't remember as clearly that basically boiled down to gore, murder, and I think rape. I don't want to go back and check for accuracy.
I'm actually pissed that I was able to find this site through a search engine. I would have thought shit like that would have been a deep web exclusive. why the hell is it legal? I feel as if I were hanging out with someone who seemed like they were okay up until they started talking about how much they love "killin jews", and all I knew how to do is be like, "holy shit, I need to go home NOW." I actually feel kind of paranoid about browsing the internet, now. it's not cool. and theync.com is a deceptively benign site name. it almost sounds like a news site. if they're gonna exist, they should at least change the name to something more telling as to what the fuck actually goes on in the site. not cool.