I found this draft in my notes! it's a draft from when I wrote "Wolf Pack ChatFic" and when I reread it I was going crazy at how much it was... ANYWAY Theo left and went to France because he's hosted by Isaac and with him are Jackson, Malia, Isaac and Kira!
➤01:45 Missed Call: THEODORK
━━ Hello! I mean - how should I - has the registration already started? Oh fuck! Anyway! I'm Liam leave a message!
"Even living with assholes with poles up their asses, I didn't know wolves could get drunk like that."
Liam wondered how much Theo had been drinking at that very moment. And then endless other thoughts ran through his mind ranging from how he wanted to see him just for laughs, to how cute he was with that mumbling voice of his.
But then he paused on a thought that probably would never have crossed his mind and that made him doubt himself:
'I would have liked him to drink with me for the first time'
It was just a fleeting thought, it hurt to even think about letting it out of a part of his brain; but having thought of it, as if the frontal lobe that generates his devil of such confused emotions were playing with throwing them like such strong football blows against his cerebellum, making him lose his balance and his ability to be able to pay attention to the rest of the world, with the ball then bouncing against his temporal lobe trying to imagine Theo's face in exactly that frame where he was so close to Liam's face that Liam could notice how perfect his little mole on his left cheek was, until it rolled the ball is completely deflated in the brainstem but just like the ball he just can't remember when he completely lost his breath.
These emotions for Liam were something he could never imagine feeling, it was useless to even try to explain why he felt like this, he just felt bad, right?
It was just a bad disease that made him think desperately about just one person!
Like a Virus!
Liam definitely had a Virus!!
After giving himself a light slap on the face to recover, he cracked a smile and then like an idiot he heard that message on his answering machine three more times only to imprint Theo's sweet and seductive warm and hoarse voice in his mind, before deciding to hear the other six messages.
➤02:37 Missed Call: THEODORK
━━ Hello! I mean - how should I - has the registration already started? Oh fuck! Anyway! I'm Liam leave a message
"I can explain! The important thing is that Malia didn't lose an arm! What the fuck. When you play with boats, at least someone has to die on them. No one has been split in two by a ten kilo anchor, it could just be a fucking bad luck"
Liam didn't understand that message left on the answering machine. He should have been reading the messages in the group with everyone else but he just scrolled, it was morning, he had just woken up and found seven messages from Theo from the night before on his answering machine. He didn't have time to read chat messages, or rather, he preferred to hear Theo's voice scolding Scott about how everyone should be more responsible and absolutely not break the sink in Mason's house just because he saw Mason cheating at Monopoly or insults from Stiles about how Theo shouldn't have brought Jackson on his side!
So instead of reading the messages, he rolled up under his blankets and held the phone to his ear, hearing Theo's happy, carefree voice, and still there a part of his brain thought 'how much I wish it was me who made him so happy '. But his brain was kicked again just for staying silent, this time the parietal lobe was fucked up a little!
He rolled up, resting half his face on the pillow and played the voicemail again, Theo's little laugh finally destroying him but also managing to bring him back to life and put him back together.
Theo It was a fucking Virus that was supposed to be eradicated from his body!
➤03:33 Missed Call: THEODORK
━━ Hello! I mean - how should I - has the registration already started? Oh fuck! Anyway! I'm Liam leave a message
"When I first saw them, I thought they were my heroes, that they would take me out of the pain I was feeling, that they would make me happy, just a stupid kid with a life ahead of me... I wish I'd met you that day ... But I was nine? And you were probably 7?
Liam's body became cold, he was still, motionless while that damned sensation of falling from the sky ran down his entire back. His heart clenched at Theo's broken voice, it was as if at any moment he would be destroyed by his own thoughts of him, with his voice cracking and the rustle of his hand in his hair. And from his voice alone she could tell that Theo's heart, Tara's heart was hurting.
He needed to hug him, to feel him close to him and yet his brain was now screaming at him to do something, to say something to him.
But it was just a message left on an answering machine, and Liam cursed himself for not having been awake just to be able to be close to him, to even be able to feel him next to him.
But those words, those words that Theo said in that voice of just wanting to be a dot among so many other vowels and symbols, were grabbing his heart and scratching it.
Could a seven-year-old ever completely change another child's life?
He didn't have the strength to hold back those thoughts, he didn't decide to listen to that message again, he would have cracked too and he couldn't do it, it was only midday!
➤03:56 Missed Call: THEODORK
━━ Hello! I mean - how should I - has the registration already started? Oh fuck! Anyway! I'm Liam leave a message
"Someone 'accidentally' threw their Scott-Exs into the water. Always a funny joke. Sh don't tell anyone.... But it was me"
Theo's voice seemed to have revived with that spark of his that made Liam melt and angry at the same time. How could he even think that a stupid voice so seductive and so fucking divine could be so stupidly stupid sometimes?! That amused little laugh making him seem not only drunk but a little high on weed.
He just wanted so damn much to be next to him, to feel that laughter on his skin.
Had he become mad? Or crazy?
It was this virus that made him feel this way....
Lost?
➤04:28 Missed Call: THEODORK
━━ Hello! I mean - how should I - has the registration already started? Oh fuck! Anyway! I'm Liam leave a message
"I don't know, I wondered what you would have been like as a child, always with those big doe eyes? Did you run away from Jenna? Did you trample on the autumn leaves? I've always hated them, not for the noise they left behind but for the feeling of melancholy, it was in October when they diagnosed me-"
The message stopped immediately, the sentence wasn't complete, Liam didn't know what Theo wanted to say at the end of the message but he had the same feeling as two messages before. Theo needed help, he wanted to run his hands through his hair, smell his scent, know what emotion he smelled like at that precise moment even if he could very well understand it from his voice. Why was Theo only vulnerable when he wasn't in his presence? Or not when their shoulders were touching pleasantly and neither of them wanted to move away even though they knew that misunderstandings would arise if anyone looked at them?
Why could he be when Liam couldn't touch him and feel his breathing one step away from him?
He smiled at the reference to his mother, after all Theo had grown fond of Jenna even if he didn't show it, even if he would never, ever show it because he didn't want to be a burden to anyone or at least Liam thought that Theo didn't he deserved maternal affection and Liam hated that bitter taste that remained in his mouth every single time.
But how did the sentence end? What did Theo want to tell him?
Why did it stop?
He had so many questions to ask Theo, but also none.
He just wanted to see his eyes and drown in him.
➤05:00 Missed Call: THEODORK
━━ Hello! I mean - how should I - has the registration already started? Oh fuck! Anyway! I'm Liam leave a message
"I'm sorry, I don't know why I keep calling you"
Liam wanted to tell him that he would never have to apologize, that he loved his voice, that he wanted to answer him and be able to talk to him.
➤05:02 Missed Call: THEODORK
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Liam could only see Theo's uncertainty in calling him again and telling him something else to compromise or not.
➤05:46 Missed Call: THEODORK
━━ Hello! I mean - how should I - has the registration already started? Oh fuck! Anyway! I'm Liam leave a message
"I... I don't know... I need... God... I just... I miss you"
Liam's heart skipped a beat.
