Sometimes, you can try so hard to fit into someones life, and you're never going to to be good enough, no matter how hard you try. It might hurt to think that you're not going to be a part of their life in the way that you want, but you're going to find someone eventually - whether it's to be a friend, lover, parental figure, or just someone that you can't quite label - and they're going to want you to be in their life. You're going to fit, and it's going to be awesome. Until you find those people, don't be too hard on yourself, okay? You deserve to find people that love you and cherish you and are thankful to have you in their life. You just have to find each other - it might take some looking, but please don't change who you are just because you don't fit into someones life - because if they can't make room for you just the way that you are, then they don't deserve you.