#thingstolivefor

[strangerdarkerbetter]

A reason to live: your depression does not reflect the actual state of the world or your prospects within it. It's your brain warping the truth and hiding the good things from you. So all of your depressive feelings are irrational and not actually grounded on the real state of the world.

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[strangerdarkerbetter]

It makes me happy to see your posts on my dash and I feel like we could be good friends if I knew you irl. Please stay alive. You bring happiness, information, joy to people on Tumblr alone. You're so strong for going through everything you've been through and I hope you can keep being strong until things get easier.

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[strangerdarkerbetter]

rewatching your favorite movie. tasting your favorite food one more time. saving a worm off the sidewalk when it rains. wearing your favorite outfit. figuring out just the right stim your body wants and how good it feels. beating the next level of a silly app game. snuggling in a cozy blanket. watching/reading something that makes u laugh. finding out what happens next. we have never talked before but if you disappeared i would notice and i would miss you. you matter. im sorry ur in so much pain

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[strangerdarkerbetter]

Trees. When I get suicidal thoughts, I think about trees, and how they are so much older than we are, and how scientists are discovering that they're sentient, and aware of the world around them, and how they are making some of the oxygen I'm breathing. And I can go outside and put my hand on a tree trunk, and borrow some of their strength, and say "Thank you."

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I love this

I am so often astounded by nature. I think part of my horrid depression is just that it’s winter and everything looks so bleak. All the trees are bare and the ground is a mosaic of browns with sad glimpses of green. 

I need spring. I need to be able to wander the woods and center myself in the earth. I want to climb a hill and wait for the sun to set so we can watch the stars twinkle into existence. I want to feel the murmurs of the forest in the wind, carrying the smell of earth that feels like home. I want to see green leaves illuminated against a stormy sky. 

Hopefully, when the earth comes back to life, so will I. 

-Sabrina

[strangerdarkerbetter]

U should live to see what the most amazing thing u could possibly create is

I like this one. I like to create. I have so many ideas of things I want to make. I just need more time to actually make them, lol. 

-Sabrina

[strangerdarkerbetter]

a reason to live - that feel when u think abt a special interest and have to happystim

=D! Special interests are the best. 

-Sabrina

[strangerdarkerbetter]

Reasons to live: cats.

Cats are pretty awesome. My cat has been making a fool of himself tonight and it’s been very entertaining

-Sabrina

[strangerdarkerbetter]

You help so many people on the autistic ask blog and on this one too. You're a role model, you give hope the the community. You're one of the reasons i was able to explore the possibility of being autistic myself. You matter.

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Thank you! I’m so glad I was able to help <3

-Sabrina