Jul 6, 2015
even now.
we’ve come to an entirely new place now. communication has stopped and some days I swear it’s killing me. like if i sit in a place too long, when I stand, it’s like my soul has seeped out of me from all this hurt.
even now, I hold on to the romantic notion that maybe someday we’ll be better suited for one another, or our relationship could be more successful, I’ll be less in my head and on and on....
but to what end? what’s preventing me from just accepting you as you are and me as I am? Why can’t I just take our years and let it be?
you exist in an entirely different way to me than anyone else I have ever known. you’re the sole inhabitant of a universe of mine.
i don’t want to let you go.