Mar 5, 2023
anyone else's brains suddenly go blank and load like a single recurring image or am i going insane
#i have this image of a very pale golden orangeish egg shaped thing#its like yk how u read somthing on ur computer and it suddenly shuts down?? like its abrupt and you cant do anything to stop it#like that but with my brain#my thoughts will stop and i will see two very specific images depending on how im feeling. i cannot think in this period its like someone's#controlling my brain#like a puppet#its been the same two images since i was like single digit years old down to the very details#ik most people aren't like psych experts here but anyone have something similar?? i have no fucking clue how and why it happens#like how in sleep paralysis you can control nothing in your body and movements???#its as helpless as that i dont think about that voluntarily i just. feel base instincts and wait like a blank robot for it to go so i can#think thoughts again#weird af i know#i have no freaking clue how to explain it#if any of my mutuals are wondering why im showing my unhinged side on main i will do it again sorry