#thinkoutloud

[tomberlinkt]

Dumb just dumb

[herbluepoems]

“Last Waves”

All this tension inside

Banging violently on the door-

The only barrier between depression and insanity.

Pick my brain out but I can’t shed a single tear

All I feel is this dread, this fear

That I am stuck permanently in this state.

When have I turned into this basket case?

Should I just be locked up,

Keep me safe from myself?

The pressure is mounting

In my head, it’s fuming

This fucked up world’s utmost cruelty

Making someone choose between the lesser of two evils

To feel nothing or to feel it all.

Is it possible to be overwhelmed

Even when my mind has short circuited?

It’s a ticking bomb,

Only a matter of time til I’m wiped out by the storm.

Riding my last waves,

Knowing I’ll tip over any second.

There it comes now.

by Thanh Nguyen, “The Tortured Poet” ✍🏻

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[nanablogged]

KOMM SCHICKSAL, SETZ DICH ZU MIR, LASS UNS ÜBER MEIN LEBEN PLAUDERN, ICH HÄTTE DA NOCH EINIGE IDEEN .. 🖤 #THINK #GEDANKEN #NACHDENKEN #NYMPHOMANIN #PLEASE #THINKOUTLOUD #KRYPTONITMENSCH #NIEWARMEHRANFANGALSJETZT #SPEAKER #POETS #POETRY #ZITATE #SPRÜCHE #HOLDMETIGHT #DONOTLEAVE #LOVEMENOW #FOREHEADKISSES #FAKELOVE #LOVERS #EMOTIONS #MIRROR #FUTURE #LAWSHOU #CITY #BERLIN #ERFURT (hier: Berlin, Germany) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsO6dlch3Hh/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=15vflqm269d5c

[selbstkonstrukt]

You know what's the problem of being an introvert? You've got everything in your mind. And that's why you can't understand when people misunderstand you. You just often forget they don't know about all of your thoughts. Because you never spoke them out loud.

selbstkonstrukt

[yiskashekina]

#estorayahi #yiska #thinkoutloud #letterstogodsbeloved When you see the pictures on my wall, does it seems like my life was an easy road? A bed of roses? Yes it seems like it.... because of the places I've gone, but if only you knew the story of my life, how GOD has been so hard on me all for a higher purpose HIS glory, so I can be an effective Watchman Warrior to serve you, love you and take care of you for the rest of our lives... Don't take everything at face value, nothing is ever what it seems, there is a story behind every picture and I can't wait to tell you all about it, #estoryahan nato ni!!! How this disciple of CHRIST became a Superhero! ( yeah coz the BIBLE tells me so 😝) (at Queen City of South: CEBU) https://www.instagram.com/p/CMgMay-g-W2/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[alex6186]

#ThinkOutLoud https://www.instagram.com/p/CM20g0PlNFy/?igshid=zz28iacgy1ll

[grind2dagreen]

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[lorofherown-blog]

the lump in my throat

What’s this? This pain deep in my throat, it stops me speaking, paralyses me from speaking my truth, it holds me down, holds me back. Why is it here? Is it fear? Yes, that’s the short answer. The fear I will never be free because i fear hurting you so much, a treasured soul that needs love from the purist of intentions, I don’t have that for you, I have nothing left to give. I just sit here in my head, imagining a freedom I’ll never really have. I know what I feel, I know who I should be but I’ll be what you need, what you want and what you think is right, that’s it. That’s the pain I feel in my throat. What to do next? I’ll swallow it... that pain will sink into my stomach and be at rest with all the other pain, the loneliness pain, the sadness I feel when I remember people long gone and living their own lives. I’ll sit here and wait, wait for what I hear you ask? I don’t know how to answer that because I wait for time to pass and it passes, so I wait for changes in the wind, these changes  come and go... so instead I wait for money, that too comes and goes, so what do I wait for? I wait for courage maybe? Maybe I wait for a friend? Whatever I am waiting for, I know it won’t come, I count on it not coming because then I know I can be safe in my sadness. Nothing will change and that comforts me.