Nov 20, 2022
Don't lose yourself to find someone else
Would you believe I was happy for two, whole days and so I guess experiencing the feeling of happiness made me sleep better, even sleep peacefully and fall asleep at a "normal" time...but somehow, that got me in trouble too and was the wrong thing for me to do.
So, you see how when I'm not happy or I'm going through something unpleasant, I'm restless and up all night with a bazillion thoughts.
#moodboard #mood #bored #gifs #photos #art #artist #longpost
#it's like i got punished for being happy#i'm not allowed to be happy#happy gets you punished#happy helped me finally sleep decently for two entire nights out of my life#but now it's back to restless mind and sleepless nights#because i just can't seem to get the relationships stuff right#no matter how hard i try#good enough for me and i guess that's all i'll ever be#and i'm finally okay with that#this is called growth#this is called progress#this is called personal development#don't lose yourself to find someone else