i really don’t want to call him today because he’s going to ask me to say i love you again


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i really don’t want to call him today because he’s going to ask me to say i love you again
i don’t think i get hyperfixated on things cause i’m not autistic (as far as im aware… i got tested and they said i didnt have it but i still feel like somethings not right) but the way i cycle through interests is so crazy and annoying to me
i was looking through all my procreate files today and you can just tell that i can only really be into One Thing at a time judging by the fandoms and phases my art goes through its all so one and done. i kinda hate how my brain works like that cause i still absolutely adore the stuff i used to be into like magnus archives and hlvrai etcetera but once my brain’s found something shiny and new to latch onto i find it unreasonably difficult to engage with the thing i was JUST into. this happened with dndads too!!!! i love dndaddies to bits and i love all of you dndads mutuals so so much but i just suddenly have no interest in engaging with it anymore even though i want to??? i swear i was having the time of my life listening to peachyville and suddenly i just dropped off with no explanation. like my brain just decided ‘nope we’re done with this now’ . i still consider it my favourite podcast but since my deltarune interest is in full swing right now i just. can’t with it.
which really sucks when i’m hopping fandoms so frequently!! i feel like im abandoning all the people who followed me for fandoms i used to be crazy about which THEN makes me feel guilty for posting nonstop about something im currently very interested in!!! raaaaghh
it’s a pretty irrational reason to feel bad, after all its my blog and i can do whatever but STILL i feel like im betraying you guys. my poor brain can only handle one interest at a time im like a slow old computer
anyway rant over back to your regularly scheduled programming
so like space heroes is a parody of star trek in the 2012 universe, and in the 2012-87 crossover, 87 leo mentions that they also have space heroes but it's a live action show
but Actually in the 87 show, they name drop star trek. it's there. they have star trek in universe.
so if we believe the 2012-87 crossover to be canon, they have TWO shows that are the SAME it's the SAME they have an in universe parody of an in universe show GIRL
I need to hit someone with a pipe or a stick or something
Not violently, never violently unless self defense
I just need to go to someone, say "bonk" and then
Bonk
let's play another round of do I kin this character or did I rewire my personality to match their and therefore HAVE to kin them now
almost blacked out
the more that i think about it
the more i realize that my dad is a really shitty person
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