Mar 23, 2016
Almost a year later and it still hurts. It still kills.
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Almost a year later and it still hurts. It still kills.
Rainbow Baby
Sometimes the time isn't right for a rainbow baby (a living baby born after loss), and that kills me to say. Sometimes you have to wait to try again. Or maybe not try again at all. And thats okay. You will learn to patch your heart with other things besides a baby.
Up late at night, and I see you post all your poems of pain and hurt, and I see you suffering, and I respect your plight; but the truth is I see you're afraid and the world isn't as scary as it seems. Sometimes you wake up and you find one you love. He may have put pain in your heart put someone else is gonna put joy in your soul. I don't know, if it's now, or never, or whoever puts that joy in your soul, but I know the world isn't as scary as it seems.
Just my shopping list incase i forget pay no attention
Plain zip up hoodie Button down shirt
I'm sorry for all the posts about miscarriage i know its not what my blog is about but i hope you can bear with me because its hard to be festive when all you want for Christmas is something impossible.
Dat anxiety tho
The struggle is real. But it gets better.