Feb 26, 2021
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#this is a vent post.#death mention tw#....my aunt died this morning#and im still in shock#everyone else is too#literally no one expected it#and its so strange#she was just over at our house this monday#this monday!!!#and now.......#i wasnt too close to her so im managing somehow#but my dad#as much as i dont like him i cant imagine how it must feel to lose a sibling#and oh god my grandpa#he lived with her#and he was the one to find her#can you imagine how it must feel to find your child dead#how it must feel to outlive your child#i dont know how he will live with that#i cant help but tear up htinking about it#.......sigh#the funeral is going to be on monday#.#so i probably wont be active for the next couple of days#i still have some posts in my queue#so my blog wont be completely silent#but yeah









