#this was emo

[hunrising]

Harry if ur reading this I wish you a very happy birthday. I hope you have the best day you could possibly have because you deserve it so so much. Thank you for being the best person to be a fan of, and for always being there for (with?) me all these years. Thanks for all the life lessons you’ve unknowingly taught me and for being a great person to look up to. I wish you all the good in this world. Love you 💖💕

[kyufiber-moved]

Comforting boyfriend!Jackson after he gets hate

:) please excuse how highkey emo this was lmao

anyway keep requesting!! my inbox is basically empty so,,

[leoides]

uh i’m really bored so i stole this from @itoldyoualreadyimnotabanana 

1. What’s your middle name, and do you like it? Zehra, i kinda deal with it

2. are you artistic? Kinda? Not really but I’m creative lmao

3. Have you had your first kiss? no im lame

4. What is your life goal? to somehow change the world

5. Do you have any experiences with a famous person? eh. i met like 348374 indian celeberities when i was 6 months old. dan and phil signed my poster.

6. Do you play any sports? nah

7. What’s your worst fear? being lied to, being hated by everyone, everyone lying they care & actually hating me :-)

8. Who’s your biggest inspiration? a fuckton of musicians

9. Do you have any cool talents? nope

10. are you a morning person? oh my god no

11. How do you feel about pet names? call me a cute one & i’m yours

12. Do you like to read? yeah

13. Name a list of shows that have changed your life. Scream, Shadowhunters

14. Do you care about your follower count? eh, i have my internet friends & people following me, which is cool. but  i don’t really care about the numbers

15. What’s the best dream you’ve had? uh i was in 5sos’s tour bus once

16. Have you ever kissed someone of your same gender? nah

17. Do you have any pets? nope rip i wish

18. Are you religious? lol no

19. Are you a people person? no

20. Are you considered popular? for all the bad reasons

21. What is one of your bad habits? i stutter a lot

22. What’s something that makes you feel vulnerable not being in control of a situation, not knowing anyone in a crowd

23. What would you name your children? i have no fucking idea

24. Who’s your celebrity crush? omg. bex taylor-klaus

25. What’s your best subject? either math or science. i’m trash at english and history

26. Dogs or cats? cats

27. most used social media besides tumblr? probably twitter

28. best friends name hkdjfkdhfkdjf

29. who does your main family consist of my parents, my sister, my brother

30. Chocolate or sugar chocolate

31. have you ever been on a date? no

32. Do you like rollercosters? yes

33. Can you swim? barely lmao

34. What would you do in the event of an apocolypse? i always make plans, like, when i’m bored, “what would i do if there was an apocalypse right now” but honestly idk probably die stupidly

35. Have you struggled with any kind of mental disorder? yes

36. Are your parents together? yes, technically. they fight a lot. 

37. What’s your favourite colour? idk

38. What country are you from/do you live in? i’m charging $5 to know my ethnicity

39. Favorite singer? 5SOS lmao

40. Do you see yourself being famous some day? lmao no

41. Do you like dresses? not really ! but i look kinda cute in them if i do wear them

42. Favorite song right now? spooky scary skeletons

43. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? definitely (sorry @toxic-lovelis)

44. How old were you when you first got your period? 10, it was like two months before my birthday i was in the middle of an airport

45. Have you ever shot a gun? no no no no no no

46. Have you ever done yoga? no

47. Are you a horror girl? yeah but i get really ,, defensive & on-edge

48. Are you good at giving advice? definitely not

49. Tell us a story about your childhood. uh, i almost got kidnapped when i was five.

50. How are you doing today? idk 

51. Were you a cute kid? no lol

52. Can you dance? i did it for 5 years but still cant

53. Is there anything you do that you can’t remember ever not doing? mumble, or get really really loud

54. Have you ever dyed your hair? kinda

55. What color are your eyes? brown.

56. What’s your favorite animal? idk. tigers. 

57. Have you ever made a huge fool of yourself? lol i do it every day

58. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? no.

59. Do you have good friends? yeah i have some really good friends

60. Are you close with anyone of the lgbtq+ group? yes

61. What’s your favorite class? science. my teacher’s cool. 

62. List all the tv shows you are watching. Scream (just finished it im gonna rewatch it about 485784 times), uh, not really any others right now. contemplating whether to watch Stranger Things or not. 

63. Are you organized? kinda, depends what

64. What was the last movie you saw? Opinion? idk i think it was Ghostbusters

67. Which tv character do you relate to most? idk. 

68. What are some things that stand between you and complete happiness? i don’t know. no motivation. just feeling tired.

69. If you received enough money to never need to work again, what would you spend your time doing? wasting my life away on the internet

70. What would you change about your life if you knew you would never die? i’d take way more risks

71. What would you do differently if you knew that no one was judging you? i’d cut my hair very short, wear whatever i want, come out lmao

72. If you could start over, what would you do differently? a lot of things

73. Would you break the law to save a loved one? depends which “loved” one

74. When was the last time you travelled somewhere new? april.

75. When you think of your home, what immediately comes to mind? the walls. they’re all painted different colors. 

76. What have you done to pursue your dreams lately? How about today? legitimately nothing.

77. What did you want to be when you were a kid? i dont remember. i think an office manager.

78. If you dropped everything to pursue your dreams, what would you be risking? my financial well-being

79.When did you not speak up, when you know you really should have? a lot of times

80. Describe the next five years of your life, and your plans, in a single sentence make it.

81. What would happen if you never wasted another minute of your life, what would that look like? progress

82. If you could live forever, how would you spend eternity? shitposting memes

83. How would you spend a billion dollars? college

84. If you could time travel, would you go to the past or the future? past

85. What motivates you to succeed? lol nothing i know of

86. What dream that you’ve had has resonated with you the most? none

87. Would you rather live in the city or the woods? Why? the city.

88. Do you believe in life after death lol no 

89. What teacher inspired you the most? How did they? uh. my science teacher from last year. she was always really positive and genuinely cared about me. 

90. What’s your fondest childhood memory? hurricane irene. it was on my birthday. & we all were just kinda forced to spend time together. 

91. If you could have dinner with any one person, living or dead, who would they be and why? uh. i don’t know. ashton irwin. 

92. What would you have to see to cry tears of joy? my internet friends in person

93. What is the hardest lesson you had to learn in life? telling the truth is both the best and worst option

94. What do you think happens after we die? nothing. we’re gone. that was your time to do something and if you wasted it, well, too bad.

95. What would you do if you would be invisible? haunt the shit out of @toxic-lovelis, get into concerts. get all the drama

96. What’s something you can’t do no matter how hard you try? art. singing. cooking.

97. Would you want to choose the sex and appearance of your offspring? no ? ? ? 

98. How did your first crush develop? uh i have no idea 

99. Is there a feeling you are trying to ignore? What is it? yeah, dread

100. Do you live or do you just exist? exist

[bylroos]

Dear bestfriend

dear irl bestfriend

im still convinced you hate me, and im not really sure if you want to be friends w/ me. im really glad u spend time with me anyways tho. it means a lot to me

dear online bestfriend

tysm for always being there. i know sometimes i vent a lot to you but im so happy we’re still friends. you mean so much to me and i hope we get to meet this winter. 

[sadbootyfultragic]

taylorswift i know you're not gonna see this but i just wanted to say i am so thankful i look up to someone as amazing as you. even though you don't know me i think of you as my big sister. thank you for everything you have done for me and my friends who i am also so thankful i met because of you. love youuuuuuu