Anxiety paralyzes you to your bed despite your body aching to get out. Anxiety will win in the end because it crushes your soul and hyperventilation sets in, stealing your balance, dizzying with shots of spasms throughout your body: your legs, your eyes, your neck, your heart. Irrationality increasing, attempting to take your enveloping anxiety into full blow crippling panic attack-ville where you actually pray for death. The voice that reminds you that your family loves you, that you're blessed, that you're worth anything at all -is increasingly inaudible. You haven't been the independent, strong, hopeful, logic person you thought you were for quite some time now and anxiety loves to remind you of it. It makes valid points however. Each time you force yourself to get up, to be present, to ignore the insanity - you are literally knocked down to the floor gasping for air. Maybe you won't dole out such a beating and win next time, but for now... #ThisIsAnxiety #TiredPiecesOfDiscardedSoul
