#thoughts and processes

[stxnerwhxre]

Oh they are just like we were aren't they? I so hope they get their dream unlike I did. I just got torn apart.

[stxnerwhxre]

Watching my younger brothers relationship is like viewing my own relationship I went thru at 16. It's so fucking strange. I wish both of those kids the best and they seem to be doing well! I just am so paranoid watching them because I know what 16 is like. 16 is hell.

[tinyventures]

Perhaps missing someone doesn't hurt as bad when you know you have loved them with all the heart you had to love with at that time.

Is it strange that the more I let go of you, the more I find I love you?

I don't claim to know what true romantic love is, but you are the closest I've ever come to it if I ever did.

[ecocouturedesigner-blog]

Been reading a few articles the past few weeks pertaining to social anxiety and millinery techniques.  Highlights include;  http://www.millinerytechniques.com

http://www.threadsmagazine.com/item/17474/how-to-make-a-hat-base/page/all

http://socialanxietyinstitute.com/what-is-social-anxiety 

http://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/publications/social-phobia-social-anxiety-disorder-always-embarrassed/index.shtml

[alwaysandforeverpond]

Head canon:

The six months before the Doctor came back were some of the hardest months of her life. Looking back on it now, Amy still can't believe what she had almost done, what Mels had saved her from doing. The experience brought them closer. Amy still hasn't told the Doctor or Rory what happened and she doesn't plan to tell them ever.

[alwaysandforeverpond]

Head canon:

Amy doesn't like eating broccoli. She has never liked broccoli. She feels like broccoli is just a vegetable that wanted to be a tree but never could and it makes her sad so she doesn't eat it.

[alwaysandforeverpond]

♤

♤ :  Cooking headcanon

Amy can cook, though not as good as Rory can. When they were growing up Amy didn’t really care about mundane things like cooking, not when she had her raggedy doctor’s promise to take her away. About six months before he appeared again, Amy went through something and realised that she had to grow up because he was never coming back. That was when she first started paying attention to Rory’s cooking whenever he came over.

[alwaysandforeverpond]

Head canon:

Amy has all of the old drawings and toys of her doctor in the corner of a closet in her flat in London. Sometimes, if she's had a little bit too much wine, she'll take out the box and remember everything again.