But it's almost a fact in my family that my grandmother is going to die soon. Although we don't talk about it. However, my grandmother is a priestess and has cursed a lot of people so her illness are all from bad karma. (AND POOR HEALTH CHOICES). However, she looks at me and claims she see my aura that it's so bright. I have a feeling she might haunt me when she passes. And I don't want that at all.
I would so like a job sometime this year so I can pay for my bills. I don't like to cause anyone trouble. Because I quit my job in August I've been living off savings. Then bills piled up and my parents are helping with my bills. Not something I wanted them to do. But they say they don't want my credit to be destroyed after me working so hard to build it up.
I think this is the year I have to learn to put my fate in people again. I don't really trust anyone. But this might be the year where I have to just believe in my own judgement. It doesn't make to always rely on people. You can't do that they have their own problems. But if they offer help take it and remember to return if you can.
I'm going to work more on my many talents. But the talent I really want to focus on is singing because that's just one thing I love most in life. I'm also good at writing apparently. I like take photographs but I haven't really though of a photo project to do. Which I should think about since that could help me get into it again. I'm getting the hang of drawing and finding my own style.
As for romance...I'm...I don't know. It'll happen whenever it decides. I really don't force people and if I don't have a connection it's not happening.